please.

presence.

imagine you, me, us; warmly tucked under our comforters; sesame street on play, cups of hot chocolate and a couple of waffles.

missing some special people.

today.

DELIGHTED.

(:

irreplaceable presence. laughter. foams. surprises. joy. thankfulness. conversations. blessings.

Say.

"Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect.

It means you have decided to

look beyond the imperfections."

Hold on.

I'll continue to persevere and hang on even if there is no response. Because, I believe perseverance and my will to keep holding on will eventually break the wall that we have unconsciously built.

toffee nut.

Hope this happens someday. (:

you'll be my best buddies, dear dolphins!

Cold.

McDonald's breakfast. Orange Juice. Yummy cheese.
Notebook. Fills the empty pages with scribbles.
Turns on the laptop. Facebook. Blogger. Brain Bashers. YouTube. Google. Email. MSN News.
Opens Libraries. Pictures. Songs. Words.
Who I Am by David Archuleta on play. Downloading games.

"I’m gonna take this moment that I’m in right now,
Stop the craziness somehow.
Leave it all behind me,
I know it’s gonna find me."

recall.

Dear dreams, are you trying to tell me something?

Now.

Pillow.

Spent 3 days and 3 nights in my room watching episode after episode of a deeply appreciated piece of production. (: (:

What a beautiful escape from reality.
So much tears and laughter.
And much more love.

Fountain of joy.

I initially planned to type this account out after last week ended, but was occupied and was constantly in the 'lack of sleep' state during the weekend. But, I had a very good night's sleep last night and when I turned on the computer this afternoon, I saw something that read:

"Things fall apart so that other things can fall together."

To cut the long story short, last week wasn't a very good week. Certain things didn't go as well, there were some personal tension and pressure and everything seemed depressing. I was also reluctant in doing some of the things that I usually would be excited about. But just as the quote says, things fall apart so that other things can fall together; other things did fall together. (:

But what took away the depressing wind was a cocktail of family, friends and fun. A gathering of friends, which sparked lots of fun and returning to the family as the night came to an end. I really enjoyed whatever happened that night and also appreciate two very precious three-people conversation.

"Things fall apart so that other things can fall together."

Peace.

Smile, if your life is beautiful.

Even if there's only a little part of it that you think is beautiful, smile. Because it only takes a spark to ignite a fire. It only takes a spark to change our perception towards life. It only takes a spark for us to be encouraged and for us to keep on fighting towards our dream. Why sail through life's hardships with a frown that will only worsen and distort the beautiful picture of life when we can smile, be happy, laugh and make the most out of it. Smile, you'll look nicer with a smile. (:

in need of some fresh air, hot chocolate, adrenaline and adventure.

Gratitude.

Applications- DONE! (: (: Thank God for all the people who have helped, guided and who have so patiently put up with all my inquiries, questions, uncertainties and never ending emails.

Now for the waiting process but that, I surrender it all to you, Lord and I'm counting on you.

Everyday is a beautiful day; you just have to look at the pretty and positive side of things. Chase the dark clouds away!

Solace.

Dear God, please bless me with patience, courage and strength.

Joy.

YEAY! (:

In everything, there is always something worthy of a smile.

Dots.

Blehhh. There are thoughts that I want to put down in words but they just don't flow well today. Kenapa? I type them out and then I delete them. Type, delete. Type, delete.

I should probably get off the net 'cause I'm starting to squint my eyes. Have been sitting on the same chair since morning, alternating between the computer screen, coloured papers and trunk loads of precious material from my craft bag. And of course getting up every now and then for water, glue, cello tape, other things from my room and the other necessities. BUT, I have spent my entire day torturing this good 'ol faithful chair. ):

Goodnight & goodbye for now! :D

It's good to be productive.

Cloth.

(:

Break.

Sometimes disappointment gives you the best surprises when you least expect it. Because every time an idea/plan pops up, you strive to do it well and to give it your all. I remember reading in David's book where he wrote that our intention to give it our all is the one variable that we can control. And I definitely undeniably without a doubt agree with him. Really, I can only give it my all but in every situation, no matter how hard you try or how much you sacrifice, there will be external factors. You just have to pray and hope that for every effort you put in, it will be worth it at the end of the day. And if other people aren't willing to lend a helping hand, forget it. There will still be a handful of them ever ready to lend theirs. And for that handful of them, I am truly grateful.

"The moment we focus on only part of our existence, we lose the big picture."
You know your intentions, you know what you want to do and you will be heading in that direction with or without some help.

Snooze.

There is this metaphorical siren in my head that goes off every now and then and every time it urges me to blog about what's been going on in my little protected bubble, I hit the snooze button. And when it rings again, I opt for the snooze button again instead of giving in to the strong urge to blog. Maybe I'm just lazy or maybe I'm not very keen in the idea of jotting down every little thought on a public page because there's always my journal waiting for me to fill it's empty pages. (:

BUT, I have come to realise that blogging is the best possible way to keep my friends and family who are far far away (cue for Shrek's theme song) updated and since they have been doing a fantastic job updating me on their life, I figured I shouldn't be so selfish and that I should in return, to do the least, do the same thing for them.

I had initially thought Facebook would suffice but it proved me wrong when my cousin sister deactivated her account. :P And then of course, there is Twitter where I have an account but it is no longer in use. And that leaves me with this blog.

I think it's already a little too long for my "return post" so I'm going to stop here but I'll be back. Just going off to run some errands. (:

Have a blessed day!

Honey;

so we made pancakes, lemonade and sausages.