listen to the rhythm of nature;

so it wasn't as I had always imagined;
all of us squeezed into the back of an old but warm truck,
bopping to the music playing of a familiar song,
laughing our minds out while the wind gently brushed across our faces,
making ourselves silly while we stole random shots of one another.

but we made it for a road trip, and it was good. (:

All 20 of us got ourselves into 4 cars -instead of an old truck- and left for the jungle after breakfast. It was to be a waterfall, but it was more like a flowing stream when we arrived. The journey there was a little nerve-wrecking, a little worrying and of course we were constantly proclaiming sentences like 'I can't see them.' , 'Where is he?' , 'Why is he going so fast?' , 'Faster give them a call.' , 'Ask them where are they.' and 'Do you see them now?'. And we concluded that either we bought every car a flag, use walkie-talkie the next time or make sure the leading car was in a color even a blind man can see. But no doubt, we had the fun side of road trips journey. When we came across a particular spot along the high way near Genting, our memory couldn't help but brought back memories of one particular year when something 'significant' happened by the roadside.

When we finally got ourselves to Lentang -it sounds so much like kentang, which is making me hungry now-, the place was already filled with so many people. Mostly families, unlike us. But we're a family too, right? :) Settled down and we let the fun begin! No point going into details now but it was really nice to get back to nature after the exams I had just sat the night before. Yes, the night before. We had fun, went down and went up the stream, sat against the current, fell down, pulled a muscle, got stared at -maybe because we were behaving like we've never been to a stream before and therefore we were acting like monkeys-, splashed water at each other, pictures taken and so much more. But to me, the most memorable thing we all did was sit around a few big rocks and just enjoy each other's company and of course, the cold flowing water, the shady trees and the rays of sunlight that broke in between the gaps of the shady trees.

Too bad my date wasn't there. Right, joel? :(

dolphin whispers.

beautiful day today. (:

written in black.

When someone leaves, it's not the leaving of the person that hurts the most, but knowing that that the person won't be there anymore. The once filled spot will from then onwards be empty and will always remain empty. Even if the certain someone is still around.

One of the most disappointing disappointment you may feel in yourself after an exam paper you have tried your very best and have put a lot of effort in it is not knowing that you could have done better in your exam, but the shaking of the head of one when that someone ask you how did your exam go and all you could say was 'okay'.

Sometimes, I may have my own desires. And my desires are not because of other people's desire.
I would very much appreciate if I weren't thrown with these 'out of the blue' random accusations.

Just had to get that off my mind.
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On a happier (way happier) note, I have a month off! (:
And I just might have the perfect plans, who knows?

embrace it;

The butterflies in my stomach is definitely still around.

although it has been a while.
♥

every day's drug.

guess where? (:

when I said goodnight;

"let's play a game."
"what game?"
"the one we always play. you know, the one where you connect words with the last alphabet of the previous word. except this time, we use people's name, okay?"
"we always play this when we can't sleep."
"okay, then let's count the sheeps."
"count until we fall asleep?"
(doesn't bother, starts counting) "one sheep, two sheeps, three sheeps, four, five..."

"why don't just arahan kepada semua sheeps: masuk baris!"
"and then, satu barisan sepuluh sheep."

haha
"why don't you add- dari kiri nombo?"

and then we erupted into fits of laughter.
no wonder I couldn't wake up this morning.

blinking street lights.

Disappointing. Disappointed. Disappointment.
How far will this go?

Dwell not on the past, even though it was just an hour and a half ago, it is still the past.
Learn from your mistakes & do better the next time.

No use crying over spill milk, right myself?

Focus on the next thing that you need to do,
and take care of yourself. (:
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" don't be too hard on yourself.
life is never perfect,
you have to fail sometimes."