brown paper box.

Out of the blue, people have been asking me questions like

'How are you doing?'
'How's life now?'

Contrary to the title of this post, life has been pretty good. Better in a way, actually. I've come to realize that there's just so many other things outside your comfort zone that can make you happy, even a smile from a new found friend can do wonders. So, (: !

Of course, catching up with old friends and best friends can totally light up your days as well. :P
I have been doing that, and that makes me happy! Seeing that we're all slowly turning a year older, with more capabilities and responsibilities, there are also more things that we can do together now. And I thank God for that blessing.

Here's to an everlasting & happy friendship! ♥

falling off the steps.

Every girl is looking for her Mr Darcy.
Imagine if you found the real one ...

That was just taken off the cover of the book I'm reading. (:
And has nothing to do with what I feel like typing out today. I feel different today, I don't know why. Maybe because it's a Friday. :D Also maybe there's a relation to my long to-do list and I have only been able to cancel out one thing.

Oh well, it's the holidays.

"Do not worry about tomorrow: tomorrow will take care of itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own."
(Matt. 6:34)

night time blessings.

June 11th 'o9.
also what you missed, Ju. XD

like an untold fairytale.

'Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized.'

'I see the sparkle from the million flashlights
A wonderwall of stars
But the one that's shining out so bright
Is the one right where you are.'

'I'm outside in this cold still looking for you
If everything'd stop I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can.'

'And when you're standing here in front of me
That's when I know that God does exist
'Cause he will have answered every single prayer
To be with you
Just to be with you.'

'We were apart but your heart never let go
So thank you for showin' me with one look
What used to be, and still is, a possibility.'

'I'm ready to run forever.
I'm holdin' it together,
'Cause I'm comin' to you.
I don't know how far I've got,
But I don't care.'

'Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you;

Memories supposed to fade
what's wrong with my heart?'

'Some days are cold
But together, one day we'll both
Change the weather.

I don't wanna say goodnight.'

'Here we are lying here,
It's our last final goodnight,
Just because it feels so good,
We're used to pretending we're alright.'

'You know the things have gotta change
You can't go back, you find a way.'

'So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel that love is dead
I'm loving angels instead.'

'This is where it all begins,
So tell me it'll never end.
I can't fool myself, it's you and no one else.
If I could wish upon tomorrow, tonight would never end.
If you asked me, I would follow.
But for now, I just pretend.
If anyone can make me fall in love, You can.'

Dear you,
your enthusiasm's just like a bulletproof vest.
'only you can take me sailin' in your deepest eyes.' (:

an untold secret, like an untold fairytale. xx

hidden but found;

Stored under the draft section in my phone, I came across what I've typed and saved on March 6th '09. It was something that I've been told but have forgotten and now, am reminded. (:

Evangelism is like one beggar telling another where to find food.

a pair of shadows;

When I got back home on Thursday night after spending the entire day with the best friends,
I was a very very happy kid! (:

But that night got me thinking as well.

'Because I can't cry over it, I'll laugh over it.'
Talking about it indirectly with some of my favorite people is, unexpectedly, the most effective cure for me. Really. I hadn't knew that I would be so relaxed and laughed upon it until it happened. And when I thought back about it like I often do before I doze off, I found it -surprisingly- very distant from me; because it was once very dear & close to me. I guess it's the better for me as well.
Laugh it off, shrug it off & let it be.

'I can't help but to think about that night. Someone's right, I'm always over thinking things.'

♥

before it all goes up in smoke.

today has been a pretty long day despite being home all day long.

& I am lost for words when I saw that sentence.
Is there a meaning to it? or was it just out of spontaneity?

Time to read a book before I hit the ol' sack. (:
Tomorrow will be a better day, trust me.

Goodnight, you! xx