just like glass.

Good night & Sweet dreams. (:
I had a long, tiring day but a great night to end with.

xx

bookstore hideout.

Yesterday, yesterday, yesterday;
I enjoyed myself.
I had fun.
Yesterday, yesterday, yesterday;
wouldn't be like any other days. (:

I had the privileged to watch 'UP' with the company of a best friend and a cinema full of familiar faces. I had a great time in the bookstore reading random lines out loud from any book we picked out and browsing through certain books just for fun with a certain friend. :D

I had fun, did you?

p.s. I think the 'just for fun' books we read speaks the truth to a certain extent. :P

the fast forward button.

Everything happens for a reason.

I live by this principle because it's no use crying over spill milk. So, no matter how badly I did today or how much I embarrassed myself; everything happened for a reason. (:

Be optimistic & positive in life. That way, everything will be much easier.

"you must stay strong. at least, for a couple more years."

too familiar.

They say, ‘A picture speaks a thousand words’, but you don’t need a thousand words to describe a picture.
This is because words are magical; they are miraculous and they can simply do wonders.
- written on the 9th of August 2009.

to follow the heart or the mind?

tell no lies tonight.

I've been listening to music all afternoon. Watching TV, reading, organizing my CDs, sleeping, poking extra holes in my shoe straps... anything to not think about how miserable I am when I think. I created this other me and this other world that I occasionally slip into when I can't deal with anything anymore. Sometimes today I've looked in the mirror and thought "I look alright, normal even. Nobody would think I was sick, and tired, and friendless. Nobody could guess just by looking that the only person I really cared about has just abandoned me" I flip a few entries back in my journal and remembered our snowball fight. We were so happy just a few days ago... I wish I could talk to you but I can't even look at you. I feel so bad. I want to apologize for the times I answered nothing when you asked "What's wrong?" Sometimes... sometimes I just didn't want to talk about things. I felt maybe my thoughts should stay in my head and maybe for once I should deal with it all on my own... I'm sorry I did that so often. All the memories we made... Look! Now I'm starting to cry. I wish we could still be friends. But I guess all we can be is sorry. - trying to forget.

and this speaks the truth.

your purple eraser.

I tend to shiver a little when I see the pictures.
But then again, it might not be a shiver.

It might just be a desire to go back to where I used to be.

7 minutes remaining.

Just because I'm waiting for a song to be downloaded. (:

Ignored rule: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to answer this and tag at least 15 people, including the person who tagged you.
Tagged by: the one who is unhappy with her tooth fairy. :P

1. What color is your toothbrush?
Blue

2. Name one person who made you smile today.
The one who sent me a message during chem class.

3. What were you doing at 8AM this morning?
Cramming Bio facts.

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Eating baby tomatoes.

5. Favorite Candy Bars?
- But I like gummy bears. (:

6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
No.

7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
"Two is it?"

8. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Vanillaaaaaa.

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Water. But I wasn't forced to.

10. Do you like your wallet?
Yes.

11. What was the last thing you ate?
Baby tomatoes. And am going to get more to eat.

12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
Nope.

13. The last sporting event you watched?
Ha-ha Ha.

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
I don't have a favorite flavor.

15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to and what did it say?
Laveen. Asking him to enjoy his date. :P

16. Ever gone camping?
Yea.

17. Do you take vitamins daily?
No. I feel bad.

18. Do you go to church every Sunday?
Yea.

19. Do you have a tan?
Uhm.. not physically.

20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
I like both.

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
Yes.

22. What did your last text message say that someone sent you?
" I was watching ------ try on clothes. Haha. Anyway --. You should have come then ----"
Oops,too much details. :X

23. What are you doing tomorrow?
Living tomorrow.

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
I see plenty of things.

26. What color is your watch?
=)

27. What do you think of when you hear Australia?
Family. And the place where many things happened.

28. What is your birthstone?
It's a blue one.

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive-thru?
I wouldn't want pollutants diffusing into my food.

30. What is your favorite number?
Eight, simply because.

31. Who’s the last person you talked to on the phone?
A family member.

32. Any plans today?
Sleep. Watch tv. Pack my bags. Write something. No plans today.

33. How many states have you lived in?
In this country? 3 States.

34. Biggest annoyance right now?
Being indecisive. Recalling certain things that shouldn't be recalled or even be reminisced.

35. Last song listened to?
Broken strings, James Morrison.

36. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
Tebahpla. XD

37. Do you have a maid service to clean your house?
No.

38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
If you're observant enough, you'll know. ;)

39. Are you jealous of anyone?
Someone, yea.

40. Is anyone jealous of you?
Nope.

41. Do you love anyone?
Yea.

42. Do any of your friends have children?
Yes.

43. What do you usually do during the day?
Being up and about, here and there. Or you'll find me falling asleep sometimes.

44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Nop.

45. Do you use the word ‘hello’ daily?
Yea. Add 'ot' before hello and you get Othello. Haha. Too much of Othello lately.

46. What color is your car?
If I owned one, preferably a Mini Cooper, it would be metallic blue.
(I'm going to leave her answer here as my answer is the same. :D But I wouldn't mind a yellow one too.)

47. Do you like cats?
Err.. I know people who loves them.

48. Are you thinking about someone right now?
I think the right term would be something. or somewhere. ;D

49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
No. Would love too one day.

50. How did you get your worst scar?
You want to know? XD.

And the 'song' I downloaded is not a song. It is a podcast. :(

next few steps.

There is so much to do and just so much I can do. The to-do list is ever growing and the 'you have to do this...you have to do that' lines have now become a daily routine, perhaps I'm even immune to it. Yes, immune to it.

Holidays are in 3 days time. Let's just hope I get through this 3 days. Starting from chem homework now.