Monday, December 31, 2007

lots of love,sister.

It's new year's eve today.It's also christa's birthday.
In case you are wondering who is she,
she is my one and only beloved precious little sister. And yes,I love her. (:
She is one great little sister who is often overflowing with laughter,joy,fun and whacky expressions. And as my cousin sister has said, nobody shall mess with her.
I repeat,NOBODY.Except me,maybe. xD

she brings joy to the family, lighting up our days.
you will always be loved,little sister.
happy 12th birthday!

Thursday, December 27, 2007

delayed.

just a short synopsis of what I did in sabah and how I spent my christmas.

22nd December
reached sabah around noon. we visited a mall nearby which was pretty unwelcoming. had burger king for lunch with couzzies. a young girl stared at us as if we were from mars or jupiter. bought a set of top and skirt from nicole. my cousin sister bought the exact similar one too. *applause to her* went for dinner at this seafood restaurant with lots of live aquatic creatures. my cousin sister who was supposed to sleep with her brother slept over at me and my sis room. stayed up till 2am doing some wacky things.

23rd December
breakfast was nice.went to a Sunday morning market which was located approximately 4km from the hotel.stayed back to walk around again with my mum and aunt while the rest headed back for the hotel except my cousin brother who was already indulging himself in the internet service. got a really nice bracelet. (: went to another mall in the evening. this one was more high class than the one yesterday. the christmas decorations were pretty. stayed up till 2 am again with my cousin sister,talking about happenings in our life as my sister doze off into dreamworld.

24th December
the islands. went to jesselton point to take a boat to sapi island. the island was very crowded,the water was clear and the fishes were just there,right at your feet. my cousins,sis and I signed up for the banana boat ride. but unfortunately the wait was too long and our ride to manukan island was about to arrive. so,we cancelled it and got back the money. the ride to manukan was the best,as if we were flying. xD manukan was less crowded,the fishes were prettier. my cousins,sis and I had a better time there due to the absence of huge crowds. We practically had the beach to ourselves.

25th December
3.10 am in the morning,my phone rang. the 5th christmas message. apparently,when the message alert rang for the first 4 message,I was in deep sleep..so,got myself up,reached for the phone and read all 5 messages. had breakfast pretty early,sent out around 30 christmas greetings over breakfast. the 8 of us set off for kinabalu national park and poring hot spring. nothing much there. well,we saw two time capsules which were to be opened only in the year of 2020 and 2050. had another heavy dinner at night. later,me,my sis and cousin sister enjoyed ourselves with the camera and our christmas hats. great christmas,indeed!

26th December
last day in sabah. had breakfast at 9. went to the neighboring mall with cousin sis,sis and uncle. then,all 8 of us squeezed into a hotel room to watch ice age 2 and tom & jerry. yupp,and i agree with justine,the parents enjoyed it more than we did.
our flight was scheduled at 5.10pm. But,it only managed to take off at 5.45pm. the flight went through slight turbulence due to bad weather back here in kl.

all in all,the trip was superb. I had a blast! (: in the end,my cousin sister slept over at my room every night,leaving her bro alone. sorry,cousin brother!

Friday, December 21, 2007

wake us up when september starts.

yes,wake us up when September starts.
September kiddies we are. ;)

I'm off to sabah with her and our family in about 16 hours.

Thursday, December 20, 2007

all the dresses and laces.

my mum was clearing all the old clothes from the suitcases which have been lying in the store room. really really old clothes.clothes that I used to wear when I was a toddler,clothes from china and all the pretty dresses i used to wear. She wondered why my sis did not wear all my dresses and our conclusion is my sis was leaning more towards the 'pants side'. xD

moving on..

we had Christmas caroling yesterday night. we only visited one house as our main caroling dates are 21st and 22nd of December which is tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. too bad I'll be leaving for sabah on Saturday morning with my family and my cousin's family.still,I'm excited for sabah and caroling on friday night. so, we had practice first before moving on to the house. The practice started off quite sad,due to the lack of carolers. We prayed for a miracle and we did get it. Later on,the real caroling was great,satisfying and hilarious. The highlight of last night was the webcam session with gabriel. haha xD i practically laugh non-stop for over an hour. gab,if you are reading this,i had a stomach ache after chatting with you and the whole gang. We,the youth insisted that he show us his girlfriends photo. =) But,sadly he didn't. he told us that we might need to wait for another ten years. wahaha..by that time,I'll be 26. anyway,I had a great time last night. x)

had mcD breakfast this morning with mum and sis. yummy! I still remember the friday mcD dinner with chen hooi, ying yi, wee zcent, joel c, joel g, rach and joshua.

I read someone's blog this afternoon. I didn't know how I got myself there,but yea,I read it. That person,whom I'll shall name red is someone .... brave.I think. I mean, red practically wrote the names of who he/her dislike/hated and criticize them with all those vulgar and crude words. I have a feeling he/she don't really knows me as he/she wrote something about me thinking I don't deserve what I have. never judge a book by its cover.enough said about red. red isn't a colour i fancy though.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

you make my dreams..


wonderful.beautiful.

special people leaves special memories in our lives through special ways.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

when the stars go blue.

I was in my room yesterday evening and I decided to look through my photo albums. Photos of me from 2 weeks old-8 months old-1st birthday-australia-2nd birthday-china-sabah-3rd birthday-back here. my mum sure spent a lot of her time on these albums.


justine and me. we were sharing a bowl of chips in some hotel in terengganu.kar wye and I. childhood friends.before I left for china.
:)
on our 4th uncle's boat.
Justine and Elisa.

x )

I'm not gonna kill joel g anymore.

Monday, December 17, 2007

you're my everything.

i haven't been blogging much. =)

thursday
went for inside out conference in the morning.ended around 4 something. it was pretty good.Ps. mal was great.his sermons are always exciting and he is always on fire to preach God's word. came back home with aunty nancy.on the way home,she told me that she might want to guide us individually starting from next year,once a month.among us are joel c, joel g, rach, jian and me. came back home.came online.don't remember what i did.and the rest is history. =)

friday
inside out conference day two.reached there earlier than the rest of the puchong youth.5 minutes later,they came.talked,laughed.then,it started. during lunch,since we had extra time in hand,we went jalan-jalan. xD saw the crystal baby thing. Joel bought it but he didn't want to take care of it. haha then,our day continued. We went for the 'let's talk about mission' workshop which was hosted by Ps.Richard. That was good! (: Ended around 5 something. I left earlier because needed to go to 1U to get three more Christmas presents with my mum and needed to drop my sis off at her friends place. The youth went there too.but,10 mins later. my mum bought big apple doughnuts. then,headed for wild channel. saw the youth as we were heading towards wild channel. they were gonna play bowling. so,i met them there later. my mum left. me,yi and rach went around looking for presents. went to gladsounds. then we met up with the guys for dinner at mcdonald's. haha xD dinner was nice with these people. me and joel compared the length of our frenchfries. xDD later,headed back to seapark church for the concert. the journey back to church was hilarious.

saturday
spent my afternoon wrapping christmas presents. went for youth christmas party at night. me and sherina did the mime. all in all,it was great. (: enough said.

sunday
church in the morning.practice caroling after church. our conductor is funny. joel c, eric and jian kept dancing. funny people!
NOOOO! joel g knows my secret! aaaaah! kill him! kill him! =)

now, i can't wait for caroling and sabah.and new year's eve.

Sunday, December 16, 2007

maybe precise,maybe accurate.

as i was reading my cousin sister's blog, i decided to do some of the quizzes she did. and so,here are the results.

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.


I'm more girlish than you-justine?

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.

Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.


=) okayy.

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!


would a girl have a guy brain? XD

You Are 74% Grown Up, 26% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.


(:

Thursday, December 13, 2007

marshy..

mallows.

I'm having marshmallows for supper.
cute little pretty pastel-colored ones.

pretty! (:

love letters with love.

Whenever i see a sentence or a shout out saying 'i love ..... forever',I'll start wondering. what,you may ask? It's just a short sentence that explains how someone feels. well,I would wonder whether that particular girl or boy would love their special someone forever. what if you meet someone better,someone more amazing,someone more perfect for you later in life? yes,I believe in love,but at this moment in time,I wouldn't say I love ........ forever. even if I have one. Why get tied down to someone when we're at this age? No,i don't disagree on high school romance/coupling or what-so-ever you call it. In a way,it's good. maybe. It may be just puppy love or it may be your true love.If it is really your true love and you've found it,congratz! If it isn't,just sit back and let God work in your lives.

It's very normal for people my age to like someone,have a crush on someone or even fall in love? I admit,I do like someone.Well,I guess most of you might know who.But,please just keep it to yourself. even if you spread it around,it wouldn't bring you any benefits. But,I'm not sure whether he is the one God has planned for me. maybe yes,maybe not. I wouldn't know. Of course I would hope that he is the one,but God might have someone more perfect for me.

Let's just wait and surrender everything to Him. (:

another question I have that has always been there right in the middle of my head,very eager to come out.

Many people/articles encourages us to tell someone we love them if we really do love them before it's too late. In other words,tell those you love that you love them because you never know what tomorrow holds. What if I love him and I was just too afraid to tell him? What if the shy-afraid side of me takes control and the brave-eager to express my feelings side shrinks? I wouldn't be able to gather up my courage to tell him how I feel. What if I told him that I love him? and it would ruined our friendship? What if I didn't tell him until he decides to be with someone else's? What if both of us love each other but am just too afraid to tell each other how we feel?

I wonder too much. I think more than I should.

I know.

=)

i miss my uniform.
and my class.
and those happy,funny,entertaining sometimes evil friends.
=(


4 jujur '07.
form 4 prefects.'07
my partner in crime.
we kill silently. xD
second last day of school '07.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

the little drum men.

little drum men.
well,there are many in OU/1U(whatever you call it).
i particularly like the one by the window. (:
they are cute.
[definition of cute: ugly but adorable]
but they're not ugly, just tiny and adorable.

on the 11th of December as in yesterday, me, my sis and my mum spent about 10 hours in 1 utama. we ate brunch at sushigroove. i like the sushi and the round lights there are cool. it's very simple but there are like chopsticks decorated around it. then,we shopped around. we went looking for Christmas presents. I've got most of my presents done except for three. to cut it short,we bought 2 pairs of school shoes,2 new pinafore for my sis,1 pair of flats,1 pair of shoe,1 pair of white pants,1 brown t-shirt for me and mainly just Christmas presents. yupp,that's about it. I'm just too lazy to elaborate. short and sweet will just do it. :)

i saw this bear chain with purple and white little diamonds.It's so nice and pretty! there was a dolphin chain next to it, with just white little diamonds. I still prefer the bear one. (:

13 days to Christmas. maybe we could start singing 'the 12 days of Christmas' tomorrow.

of actions,rythms and songs.

Verse 1
Who am I that the Lord of all the earth
would care to know my name would care to feel my hurt
who am I that the bright and morning star
would choose to light the way for my ever wondering heart

Pre chorus
Not because of who I am
but because of what you've done
not because of what I've done
but because of who you are

Chorus
I am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapor in the wind
still you hear me when I'm calling
Lord you catch me when I'm falling
and you've told me who I am,I am yours

Verse 2
Who am I that the eyes that see my sin
would look on me with love and watch me rise again
who am i that the voice that calmed the seas
would call out through the rain and calm the storm in me

Ending
I am yours
Whom shall I fear whom shall I fear
Cause I am yours I am yours

who am I by casting crowns.


it's a very nice song. we're doing it for our youth Christmas party mime. (:

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

tomorrow.

I'm tired.
I'll write tomorrow.
i promise.

good night and sweet dreams. (:

Monday, December 10, 2007

always.

they're always there.

all those that have gone through primary years with me.

elaine. eunice. matthew. li chung. joanne. keenan. roxanne. yuan yang. benjamin.

and many many more.

elisa** i miss you guys A LOT!

the days in puay chai will never be forgotten.



Sunday, December 9, 2007

will you count to ten with me?

together we walk.

past.
present.
future?

the 10 letters that brought us closer.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

for me & you.

this phrase hit me right on the head.
& my heart.

"life is either an adventure or nothing."

I'm making mine an adventure.
and a fairytale.

with a sprinkle of everything.

I'm making a half u turn.
care to join?

don't worry,it's not a big deal. just that everything i see these days reminds me of many many other things in the past. I don't know why but at least it isn't bothering me.

elisa** that's just me!

Friday, December 7, 2007

whites.

i decided to change the colour of my blog. white looks nice. =)
* we like white *


if i were to travel,time would be my transport.
time really flies. next week's youth christmas party, 2 more weeks to sabah with family,3 more weeks to turning F5. being a senior and more juniors! i must really treat my laziness if i want to beat that guy in my grades. speaking of prefects..i better start getting ready all my prefects stuff before school reopens.

so,youth camp was great though it wasn't really grand. we enjoyed each other and had a great wonderful time together. i already posted the pictures up. not all of them,but just the important ones. too lazy to upload all. sorry~ *camp was just nice*

back to today.
where did i stop? oh yea,prefects. haha XD nothing much to say. to those who are curious, it's for me to know and for you to find out. surprises are always nice,isn't it?
today is also daddy's birthday. we went for birthday breakfast.very unusual. came back home and wrapped all my storybooks/novel/non-fictional books. not very good at it though. justine,i need some tutorial here!! still managed to wrap a few, luckily it's not very messy. ohh..and i found out how much of a perfectionists i am, just by wrapping books. very great!

and i got a bear hug award,from my beloved cousin. it's at the side panel,right at the bottom. why don't they have a dolphin award? =)

i need to get christmas presents. 1 very extraordinary special one. (:

elisa* bear hug you.

Thursday, December 6, 2007

harloo.

okayy, it's very unusual for me to use 'harloo'.
i prefer hey, hi , helo , hello or just say that someone's name.

anyway, i love my firefox theme. it's black and a bit glowy. <3 and there's the foxytune thingy at the bottom.to those that already have that..i'm a bit slow at all these stuff..
my right ankle hurts.it makes walking hard.but now it feels much better.

currently reading what if..everyone knew your name. the second time! i thought i didn't finish it cuz it's another choose your destiny novel and there's a lot a lot of stories in it for you to choose. so, i decided to read it again. then,the whole storyline sounded so familiar to me.

moving on..

sherina got a job. the pay is quite good also. and the place is near to where she is living. so,it's really great. She's so happy, God answered her prayer.

the neighbors are singing worship songs.. it reminds me of the second night of youth camp,where we sang at midnight before rounds and rounds of mafia till early morning. that time was really unforgettable. wee zcent played the guitar, joel and ying yi on piano and keyboard..the rest just sang along. we must do this more often. =)

back to the book. so,i decided to read it again though it'll be like deja vu. anyway, in the book..there was this foreign exchange student from spain. his name is sebastian and he is from seville. ohh..i remember when i was around 12. the place i wanted to go for a holiday was spain. i don't know why,but the name kind of attracted me. but now i'm not really into spain. i've changed to hawaii. it gives me a picture of beaches,white sand,clear water and a light breeze. after all, he loves beaches too. XD

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

disturb me.

disturb me.please.i don't know what to do.I'm lost.I'm bored.come talk to me.i promise i won't bite.sometimes i feel so caught up.dunno who to talk to.i often talk to myself.someone once told me that we should try and talk to ourself in the mirror,it would challenge us.but i always talk to myself.so there's no more challenge to it.

ahh...this is just so random.

idunnowhattofillinhere.

i want to post something up here. someone tell me what to do.

the first click on 'new post'.. i typed something like that.
I'm on an attempt to blog differently. wish me luck and i hope i succeed. the last post was a bit emotional and sad.
then i wrote some happy-ish stuff.

the second click was on 'edit post',to edit the previous one.
it goes something like this..
so many happy stuff are happening to people around me.when is mine gonna come around?

i was reading a book.some choose your own destiny book.those where you get to choose your own story. as i was reading,something hit me.

the girls sweet sixteenth.


i wasn't really satisfied with it. so,again,i hit the delete button and i find myself doing this.

so,what should i fill in these empty spaces?
i feel the need to blog.i have so many things to say.but many are inappropriate to talk about. i mean umm.. because it's like really personal..so,yea.

haihh..i know I'm complicated and mysterious. i open up to people at times,but not much.

okayy,if i could explain myself in 5 words or sentences,it would be

-mysterious
-complicated
-very highly sensitive
-i think way too much
- (fill this in for me)


and i have this obsession over sentimental things and places.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

just plain.


i haven't been sharing much with people.
i think I'm trying to keep everything to myself.
i guess that's the best way.

a lot have happened.
and i don't know where do i stand.
I'm confused and lost.
I'm also happy and sad.

where are you when i need you?

p.s* i miss you.

Monday, December 3, 2007

Sunday, December 2, 2007


my wound , your plaster. <3

Thursday, November 29, 2007

yesterday's.

haha XD i get to quote myself.

Elisa Tan Lee Yan, a 16-year-old student, told the newspaper that girls would not be able to withstand the caning.

"If you want to punish us, make us wash the toilets instead. That's already punishment in itself," she said. - International Herald Tribune.

or

Elisa Tan Lee Yan, 16, said girls could not take caning as they are softer than guys.

“If you want to punish us, make us wash the toilets instead. That’s already punishment in itself,” she said. -The Star newspaper.


To those who prefer caning over washing toilets,I'm sorry. and if the government decides to instill caning for girls in the school discipline system, too bad. =) On the other hand,if they make us wash the toilets ,tell them you prefer caning,will you? thank you.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

and she'll wait.

elisa is waiting.
"I'll wait for you by the beach with a clover leaf in my palm until you come around."

it's okay if you don't get that. i know I'm mysterious and I'm liking it.

november 27th
yesterday,yesterday,yesterday.
ohh.. i cut my hair. and i look more like my cousin sister.
note to cousin sister: let's wear our blue stripes, black pants and black shoes together.
went for camp meeting at night. came back, talk to chan hoong and doze off.

november 28th
i woke up pretty early today compared to the other days where I'll only drag myself away from bed around 10 something, latest 12. felt funny today,mainly because my head felt lighter. then,spent the whole morning till late afternoon playing games with my sis. half way through the games,dana sms-ed saying "wah..elisa,you want me to cuci tandas for you ah? XD" if you don't get this,check out today's star paper pg 10 of nation or just N10. then mum called. got ready. left for OU. went mph and walked around by myself. got a book. got a dolphin chain. there you go justine,you can say I'm obsessed with dolphins. =)

and now I'm back, sitting here blogging,chatting and thinking about what is going to happen tomorrow.

stitch up! is on friday. it's my youth "sleepover-cum-camp".


"would you come around?"

Monday, November 26, 2007

and she said..

fill my glass bottles with your love letters.
be my waiting lighthouse.
a bouquet of white and purple roses with a few stalks of babies breath would be nice.
let's watch sunrise at dawn, sunset at evening and stars at night by the beach.
would you walk down the road with me?
be with me when i experienced my first snow fall.

"i want you by my side when i get to swim with dolphins."

untitled.

i have to warn you.
this is a post you wouldn't want to read.
so,please please stop reading.
but if you want to, go ahead!
no one is going to stop you.

to the one who is getting on my nerves,

you might not know who you are. but,who cares? I've always thought that you are one nice person.well,maybe you are. but,I've never thought you'll be indirectly bad at the same time. maybe you think you are doing me a big big favor, but you know what? you are NOT doing me a favor. you're just treating me like a piece of junk. When you need me,you'll be nice and all;when you don't need me,you just chuck me aside, pretending I'm invisible or just someone useless. Who do you think you are?
First,you give me a task. telling me everything i need to do. Fine,I've done my part. and i offered to help because i really want to help and i know i can help. Then,now,you are just throwing me to the other corner of the world. Ignoring me? oh,that's very nice of you.

I just want to tell you something even though you might not get to read this.
You can do whatever you want,I don't care. You're in-charge and if anything goes wrong,don't blame it on us. I offered help,you didn't care. So,I'll just sit back and watch. Just pray that everything planned will go on well. and please stop being a wiseacre.

every living person has a mr.hyde in them.

i couldn't stop...

smiling.
by myself.

i received a message from a friend yesterday. the message said 'elisa.. i got one good news for u.-u wanna noe? he he...' at that point in time,of course i wanted to know. XD then another message from the same friend came 'but..i think better give u a surprise!..he he..u really want to know now?' yes,yes,yes..i want to know. well,i love surprises but this time..I'd rather know it before it really happened. and i was hoping it would have something to do with him.

and then..my message alert rang. it said 'he's joining us.' I'm not going to explain further,but it really made my day.

i couldn't stop smiling for the next few hours. =)
then later,i kind of regret knowing it earlier. but on the other hand,if it was really a surprise and i saw him 'there' on that day,i would have keep on smiling or even laughing and he would think I'm crazy.



if you get what this means.


Thursday, November 22, 2007

thursday with friends.


so..after a few weeks of planning. we finally went for our pizza lunch.
it was movie at 12.20. then lunch at pizza hut at 3. moral teacher who is also our school's NIE coordinator came and join us when we were just about to finish.well,we practically finished. xD
those who came were dana, chun yik, pradeep, julian, hoe wei, amir, teri, man kit, sya, chai theng, sasa and me. and juju's imaginary girlfriend. xDD

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

stop.

can i just stop everything now?
and rewind?

i want to go back to last year's Christmas day.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

because it's fashion.

watch out! next big fashion designers.
we were trying to get the background full of photographers and the media.
but as you can see,we failed!


fashion...fashion..fashion.
I have seen,heard and said the word above more than i needed to.
except than I've not smell,taste or feel it.

anyhow, i went for kl six gala night last night (17/11/07) which was held at kl convention center. It was amazing. Now i know the feeling of watching fashion shows live.The event attended was a special highlight of m-ifw(Malaysia international fashion week). There were artists, socialites, VIPs, designers and big big people whom i don't even know. Thank God my dear cousin was there with me. Though we were among the youngest of the young ones,we had tons of fun,didn't we? Trying to be great people,admiring the fashion,talking about adult-ish stuff and laughing our heads off to some random topics. and taking photos. Though I've to admit there were a few outfits which i really like.

Both me and jian were given trade tags,which gives us access to every part of the event,even getting lots of free haagen dazs. [trade tags wei, coolnya.]If only there were extra time in hand,we would have gone backstage. Aaah! I regret. Because of the tags,we were allowed to enter the runway area earlier,so we *snap *snap*,*chat* *chat* and *giggle* *giggle*.

Then it all began. The music was blasting out from the speakers,hurting my eardrums. The lights were cool but made my eyes blurry and tired. The models were pretty and portrayed the outstanding outfits really well. Some of the outfits were really really really nice. Then the six designers came out. *clap* *clap* souvenir presented. *snap**snap*Photo taken. Everybody leaves the area,some heading for home,some to after party and some back at the cocktail area. Me and Jian sat around and took more photos. =) then went for more sprite and coke. xD
Then she went back home, leaving me behind. I was kinda bored,so guess where i went? hahaha

lepas tu,blablabla..the rest was history. had dinner at some coffee house in some hotel at 12 something. then went home and slept at 2 something. I didn't dream about anything. Just slept through the whole night.


benefits of having trade tags.we get to go in earlier.

ohh..i love youu,my prince.
trade tags. anya hindmarch bag(notebook and other stuff inside).


elisa** ...and because it's fashion! fashion. f to the a to the s-h-i-o-n.
lstnlyn** i love sceneries. bring me somewhere where we can just sit and watch mother nature.

Friday, November 16, 2007

(:


happy birthday mummy!

thank you for everything throughout this 16 years.
thanx for being a great,wonderful mother.

we love you.



Thursday, November 15, 2007

the journey ends here.or has it just started? for me.

the f4 journey ended yesterday.
with pictures,secrets,laughter and last words.
eden had our usual eden talk,
with lots of extra juicy questions being asked about each other.

yesterday was great.
last night was just too surprising,
which i can't put it into words.

do not ask what happened,
for you do not want to know.
and i would not want to share.

maybe a new journey has just started for me.
i do not know.
so don't be surprise with whatever i do.
for no one would know the reason behind everything.

thank you for all the sweet and sad memories you all had given to me.
let's meet again next year,
and create greater,sweeter,prettier and more wonderful memories together.


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

i escaped to dreamland and i'm enjoying it.


xD

i escaped to dreamland and I'm enjoying it.
maybe.
well, yes i am. i think.

i had a dream this afternoon while taking a nap.
it was very fairytale-ish.
half of me is hoping that it would not happen.
or maybe hoping that it would happen.
another half of me is totally clueless.

dreams..makes me wonder.

Monday, November 12, 2007

:)


and let's wear the same t and smile for a picture.

so make me your friend forever.


it's nice having you as part of my life.
you are not an ordinary friend,
but a very special one in your own way.

thank you dear friend.
you have always been there for me.
cheering me up from time to time.

i would never forget the times we shared.
all the juicy little dirty secrets that have been said.
and the things that we share in common.

you will always be that special friend.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

she & I.

I was just 18 days old when she was born. At that moment in time,I could not open my eyes to look at her,yet to get to know her. We grew up together with us staying quite far apart. With long hair, round cute chubby face, big bright eyes and flawless skin, she was one little pretty girl. Though she is no longer little now, she will always be that little pretty cute chubby girl in my heart. I would remember everything and every moment we shared.

16 years of friendship, with laughter and tears, made us even closer. She was always there for me, faithfully listening to all of my rantings. She gave me advice, comfort and happiness. Her presence filled my loneliness at times. She often accompanied me and help me in every way possible.

Both she and I are often thought of as twins. Though we look similar on the outside, we are actually very different in the inside. Not very different, but a little different. (confused, aren't you?) We often share the similar taste, liking the same thing,same t-shirt and same shoe- there's a story behind it. Though she always spend hours and hours, I'm telling you, it's hours with a S, in the bookshop, making me bored at times, she never fails to entertain me and rescuing me out of boredom by introducing me to storybooks. *sigh* what a cousin!

She is someone special who has colored my life in different ways. We can spend hours long of chatting through msn or just sitting down and talk about anything from A-Z. you name it. We have spent lots and lots of time together doing crazy stuff from people watching to taking lots of crazy pictures.

She is a bookworm who is impatiently waiting to own a mini library and to get her driving license. She is also a very fastidious eater, dislikes pizza, fruits and vege. She loves 'nasi lemak tambah sambal banyak banyak', fried food stuff and curry.She is one person who knows how to protect herself and her family. She cares and loves them as much as they do. The first thing in her life is God. She is a very generous person, it probably came from our grandmother's genes. =) She is someone who never fails to make your day.

She is one person that I can trust and rely on.
I thank God for her in my life and i dedicate this post to her.

Who is she, you may ask?

It's for me and her to know and for you to find out.


Check this out for something similar about the girl who wants to be a princess. (:

Saturday, November 10, 2007

of princesses,fairytales and happy endings.

i want to be a princess.

have my own castle, an aquarium with dolphins, a magical theme park,
a bakery for mummy,
a big kitchen and huge library for daddy,
a place full of water rides and fun for sis.

i want to have my private beach.
a room full of glass bottles.
a trunk full of love letters.
a vineyard.
lots and lots of empty land for me to just play and have fun.

and i want to be a princess with her oh so romantic prince.
and live happily ever after without the curse of an evil witch.

the holy matrimony must be perfect.
with strawberries, lemonade, carriages, snow flakes and stars.
ribbons and balloons.
with the perfect gown and the pretty ring.

and we shall both travel around the world for as long as we can.together.

and my prince and I shall love each other till the very end.


Friday, November 9, 2007

let's go for a lemonade.

let's escape to dreamland.
together, let's board a plane.
you and me, let's share an ice-cream.
let's spend a week in Disney land.
you and me.let's travel around the world.
and do everything possible together.

let us both start sending each other little notes and letters with lots of love.

::him & her::

Thursday, November 8, 2007

envelopes; with a dash of love.

recommended books by me: summer island.perfect strangers.the write stuff.mixed messages.message in a bottle.the confessions of a not it girl. 'what if...' series.

books i read recently:summer island.perfect strangers.

books i want to get my hands on: 'i love bikinis' series.archie's.more and more of archie's. one more book from 'what if..' series. (i want that book to complete my collection)

books I'm going to read(hopefully!) :inside the mind of gideon rayburn.

what i want: more and more glass bottles. love letters for my blog. xp teddy bear. shoes. watch. books. coloured paper. more and more note books. colorful stuff.pictures. photos. old yellowish notes. glass bottles!! and and and dolphin chain. xp more fairytale-ish stories. more fairytale-ish happenings in my life.

places i want to visit: australia (yes,australia. though i've been there quite a number of times). hawaii. japan. venice. spain.new zealand. and all the beaches around the world.

things i want to say to certain people : okayy,this is too much. i shouldn't do it here.

colours: purple.white.orange.turquoise.



elisa** dashes of love from me to you. <3

let's add a twist of salt and pepper.

salt and pepper.
sugar rush.
spicy sizzling hot!

okayy. what am i typing? anyway..went to pavillion in kl with uncles,aunties,cousins,mummy and sister. split up with the parents after lunch. so,there was just 4 of us. we went to the bookshop..then walked around and around and around. owh wait..yea,just walked around. i won't list every detail that happened today. bookshop - couldn't find the book i wanted. justine got 2 books. pity ivan! just followed us everywhere we went. [ background music:i will follow you..follow you where ever you may be..] i got myself 3 pens for fun. xp
then then then..we went back to klang and then later came back to subang for seafood.
it was pretty tiring,but i enjoyed myself. ivan has changed so much. *giggles* oh,i can't believe my little cousin has now grown into a young guy. *haha*

elisa** we must have more of these 'cousins gatherings'. (:


ivan,i know you wanna ask me something. and justine,you know about it.. so,please please just ask me or tell me so that the question mark in my head can be resolved.


till then,
love elisa.

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

*snap* *snap*


vern. yan. ju.


trust me,there was something fascinating up there. (:
look through the glass and smile.

let's spell it together. e-l-i-s-a. elisa.

walking down the beach, leaving our footsteps behind.

she, her & me.

steps yet to be taken in life.

me <3 her. xp


i think i'll just upload these few for the time being. the rest of it shall be kept a mystery.

Monday, November 5, 2007

so let's board a plane together and escape.

malacca- Friday after school, Saturday and Sunday.

well,went for a short break to malacca with cousins,aunts and uncles. and mummy and sis.
had a great time with them. bought stuffs.and books. jian's favourite. =)
we ate and ate and ate. we practically ate the same thing 3 days in a row. owh,poor stomach!
went to the beach with mummy,sis and justine on sunday morning
when the rest were still indulging in dream land. snap lots and lots of pictures.
*i'll upload them later, am just too lazy to do it now.**
in short,i enjoyed myself.


elisa ** his sweet msgs made her smile.

Monday, October 29, 2007

ask and you shall be answered. :)

these are several questions asked by justine.

justine, since you asked..i'll answer. =)


What is your favourite hobby?

i enjoy writing. i best describe myself through my writing. i also like collecting glass bottles. oh,and dreaming. and and and taking airplanes. :) too many hobbies though. but,writing is on top of my list.

Why do you like vegetables and fruits?

like you, i was brought up in a family that eats fruits and veges. but, I've come to actually enjoying and loving them few years back. i dunno. i don't have a reason for that. sorry.

If you could change your name, what would it be?

i love my name. if u still want one,it'll be elyssa. xp

Describe the term elisa-ish.

elisa-ish. it's indescribable.

What do you think of your cousin sister?

owh. my cousin sister? u mean justine? that girl arh.. she only loves books. super duper smart. hates food that i like. gives good advice. loves fried stuff and nasi lemak tambah banyak banyak sambal dan curry. and lots more. i can't reveal much about her here. *whispers: I'll get killed, you know!*

Why are you a girl?

hmm.. ask God. he knows. :)


there you go..anymore questions?

aku perlu!

stuff that aku perlu.

1. get coloured paper and craft materials.
2. get presents.
3. go to the bookshop. either to get books or archie's.
4. pack my stuff.
5. be a whole new person.

so tie me a white ribbon

there i was.
staring out the window.
hoping to see double rainbows again.
but i didn't.

why did everything became worst when i decided to let go of everything and let tomorrow take care of itself?

you.
i told myself I'm leaving you.
deleting you from my past and my heart.
but i couldn't.
memories of you seem to always appear everywhere even in my dreams.
& the heart.

how could i let go of everything now?

tie me a ribbon and make me happy.

make it a pretty one.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

me? poet. i kinda agree.

You Should Be A Poet

You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.

bread and butter.

today is monday.
went to KDU for a 'fine dining' workshop.
we were brought around the whole campus for a little tour.
were allowed to use the library for a while.
i found a book about creative writing.
i opened the book and was amazed at what i was reading.
it was a peom that sounded totally like the way i write poems and the way i express myself in words.


me me me :)


elisa** bread and butter please.

my fairytale.

you waved, smiled and said hi.
:)

you&me.

我们俩只是擦身而过。

Friday, October 26, 2007

friday normal's

it wasn't raining today. in the bus,the radio station was playing avril's 'when you're gone'. for the first time..i actually listen not hear to the lyrics. and it kinda is true to me. exactly what i am feeling right now.

school. had normal prefect's assembly. did what i had to do. run around the school to make sure everything was alright and finish up my errands.went back to class.add maths.it was kinda fun.haha then mod maths.nothing to say.just sat around and talk to hoewei and dana. chemistry! experiments. =) recess. stayed in chem lab for some discussion with teacher,ashman and some new probationers. then it was bm. wee~ we didn't do any studies. sat around and talk with hoewei, dana and shaz. then it was time to go back.

it was just a typical Friday!

pictures of us. :)

our smile may be an evil one. that's why he's scared.
lemme see.. 3 gays and a boy.
e.d.e.n. drowning away in our own thoughts. *owh,and kk's hand*
20 reasons why i like you.
*it's not true*