it's never ending.

It has been a loooong, tiring and exhausting day today. However, today simply marks the start of my "2 exciting, challenging and mind boggling weeks". Sadly, today hasn't been one of the best days to start off with, with the exception of Bio paper 3. I think that was the only highlight of the day besides the fact that I can sleep peacefully tonight as I am free from mocks for tomorrow. Just tomorrow; because there's still Bio paper 4 and Chem paper 2 on Wednesday. Oh boy, can you feel my joy? =/

Today isn't a very good day but I'm hoping that tomorrow will be a better day. Really. Hopefully. (:

I've had an excessive output of energy for the day. Plus, I have sore hands which I am a little afraid to find out the cause of this soreness. I should call it a day and retire to bed soon.

Night world! xx

last year, today.

today will be one year.

supposed to be.

colourful strips.

When you are too concentrated in doing craft, you don't realise the cuts that you have. Paper cuts, cuts from using the blade, cuts from using the scissors or any other form of cuts. You don't realise them until you take a break. And when you do, the pain comes rushing towards you.

That happened last night.
Or maybe it only happens to me. (:

empty spaces.

hang in there, you'll be fine.

two to twelve.

Two minutes to twelve. I doubt all of us lit students are going to get any good sleep tonight. But I guess for certain things, there is a price you have to pay, a sacrifice you have to make.

current word count: 2012.

Isn't it a nice number? 'Cause it marks the end of literature coursework. (:

I can't exactly remember the last time I stayed up just to finish my homework/assignments on the computer. But I clearly remember the times I had to stay up and do miscellaneous stuff & I had a companion then.

But at least, tonight, I got to talk to a few people online, best friend included. It's been ages since I logged into msn. ;) Better get going now, have to wake up early and finish up on my essays again. Sigh. And by the way ..

My awesome cousin- thank you so much for every little help! Couldn't have done it any better without you! :D
Rach C- Make sure you don't dream of *ehemyour-charming-boyehem* tonight!
Ikhsan- I was not kidding about the marshmallows. ;P

oops, now is nine minutes to one.
Night everyone! xx

Captured.

A lot of things have happened.
A lot is going to happen.
A lot will happen.

December 14 is just too far away. I remember the last time I broke down, just as I did today; and I also remember that the last time, a familiar figure managed to console and make me think that things will be alright.

"Hey, you made a joke! At least I know that you're smiling now. (: "

17 minutes; remembered.

One.

HEADACHE!

Move.

I need to recover quick and fast. If not, my to-do list will keep on growing without a single thing being canceled out. My homework and research can't be waiting for me. Come on, you mini bugs, leave me alone already!

I need to focus, focus, focus. Think, think, THINK.
Elisa, you need to focus and think well. You know you want your grades. :D

Hopes.

did you know I dreamt of you?
I think you can sense it.
(;

-

"You take care too."
you too.

Fall.

I seem to be lacking in paying attention these days, specifically during certain hours of my classes.
I listen, I understand yet I do not understand sometimes.

SIGH.
Almost every time, I find it hard to breathe when I'm in there.
Why Am I There Again? Why Am I Going Through This?
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhhh!!!!

This is no emo-emo post kay, my fellow mates in abstinence. (: This is simply a post for me to vent my frustrations and discomfort. I will survive this 2 weeks of abstaining from typing sad sad stuff, as a certain few people have requested for me to do so. XD
Now, where's my diary?