this is not boredom.

The author of this blog needs someone to talk to while she waits for the seconds to pass by, while she repeatedly clicks the refresh button on the tab of her email page, while she anxiously awaits the number of emails in her email account to magically increase by 1 before the stroke of mid day.

This author has already refreshed her email more than 10 times and is wondering whether the expected mail has lost its way in cyberspace.

15 times and the magic hasn't worked yet. Maybe she should hope for a miracle.
20 minutes remaining and not a single sight of that mail.

She thinks she should just click the 'publish post' button and make her way to ---
We'll see. Well, technically, she'll see.

hey!

Awesome.

Now I just have to wait.

I have no choice but to...

Really, dear weather, please be nice. Or do you think being extra nice is a little too much to ask for? (: Please oh please.

My workplace now looks like an artist's workplace when he/she is being inspired to paint continuously. Journals, pencil case, pencils, pens, draft sheets, clear sheets, word search puzzles, tissue box ... and a running nose involved.

I don't know what to write anymore. Maybe after I'm done with my work for the night. :D

searching.

for I am in need of my best buddies.
and especially my library buddy.

Really. Where have you been?

-

I can't help but to wonder, is there someone out there who thinks the same way as I do? Do we wonder about on the same thought? Do we feel the urge to find out the thoughts of the other? Do we want to know what we're all thinking yet we're afraid to ask? Is it simply curiosity or is it being caring?

Just wondering, really. :D

But maybe, just maybe, I know who this is referring to.

wonder.

Be you; be the one that I can trust.

waves.

I dreamt of university.
I dreamt of the beach.
Last night, I dreamt that I went to a university by the beach.

A dream come true.

on the cinema steps.

I've written a short something for a certain friend but I'm just a little too lazy to go into my room, open the drawer and retrieve my journal. I guess I'll just have to save that for another time.

Second week of college JUST after exams and we are asked to sign up for our finals. ): I've been avoiding it like the plague these few days but I guess when the week-long new year holidays are coming to an end, I've got to trash all the thoughts of the worst case scenario's of my recent exam results out of my mind and do the next right thing - sign up for finals and resits, just in case.

But, fortunately and unexpectedly, this week of college has been great! Lecturers' let us out of class earlier than expected, close to zero of homework has been given, except maybe for Lit, where the workload is never ending as long as April 19 hasn't gone by yet and a cancellation of class yesterday!

So, being the impromptu adventurers that we are, the three of us decided to catch a movie. Jan went off with her mum whilst JY and I took 2 buses to the mall. Bought the tickets, had a really fast lunch and thankfully, made it on time for the movie. Just that the tickets we bought were for the first row seats. First row, I'm not coming back to you anymore! ): ): So the movie began and after the first 10 minutes, we all fell sick. Headache, blurry eyes and a desire to vomit. And so, we went all the way to the back of the theater and sat on the steps. (: (:

Honestly, I never knew I'd had the guts to do so. But, what's life without a little bit of fun and craziness?

Ohh, the broadcaster just wished "Good Morning!" :) Good Morning all!

realization.

It's my turn to miss you now. Shall we have a day out together? (:

skipped.

"sentimentality- the quality or state of being sentimental or excessively sentimental."

I remember I had something to say.

blank visions.

I is extremely exhausted. It's only 10.20 pm and I'm already trying to stay awake to finish up my work. I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm TRYING. ): But to no avail. I'm just trying to do my homework and trying to do some poem searching online but my mind is blank. 14 tabs are open but I don't exactly know what are on the pages except maybe for this tab and the one for facebook.

What am I doing then? Maybe I should just close the window and shut the computer down. (:

Unfortunately fortunately, I don't take caffeine to stay awake. Does that make any sense? Unfortunately fortunately? Fortunately unfortunately? Oh well.

silver lining.

well in fact, it is more than just a silver lining;
it's a blessing.

Yesterday's dinner: awesome!
Plus, I really really enjoyed all the hokkien conversations. (: