Wednesday, April 30, 2008

lie beneath the rainbow,shall we?

sport's day. =)

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST OLD FRIEND.

and

I'm feeling all loved.

and

I got to spend time with the kawan baik.
share stuff & just to talk to him.
thank you, kawan baik.
I sayang you.

Monday, April 28, 2008

dearest friend...

I'm happy for you.
(:

you know who you are.

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I'm happy for myself too.
I wonder why.
=)
I know why, you know why.

we're all happy people.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

of love, family & life.

James & Valerie.
Matthias & Charlotte.
Haniel.

we'll make a good story, I'm sure.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

smile,with love.

you're my butterfly.
effendyy & the butterfly.
ju, kawan baik.
(:
he was pretending to cycle & shah was just ...
head prefect turn astronaut.

Friday, April 18, 2008

sunsets & stars that awaits.

today's another friday. felt like a Friday from season II (only someone will understand).

haven't upload pictures from easter night & yesterday's science center. there will be more to come because of the weekends. =)

the youth will be having our combine celebration tomorrow evening.
& the prefect's will be having our yearly camp tomorrow as well.

so, I'll update after I get back. and hopefully I'm rajin enough to upload the pictures.

see you & youu & u & him & her soon.
take care.


do you remember the promise you made?
I hope you did.

ohh, friday's.
I have five of them.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

you winked. (:

visited science center today with the classmates & some of the 5M-ians. =)

I enjoyed.
I spent time with certain people.
I had fun.
I took pictures.
I'll treasure them all.

& thank you ju for accompanying and for everything else.

*I'll post the pictures soon. (:

i'll reverse, so i'll get a good look of you again.

Saturday. stayed home & did my homework, finished all of it. ;)
prepared to leave home with dad to puchong to meet up with the youth and head to FGA for planet shakers. sister tagged along. met them up, eric came with sherina & we left for FGA. had girl talk+ girl laughter in the car with two completely innocent guys who were talking about something elses.
reached FGA. the seapark youth were behind us. got to the main area, but was re-directed to another hall with the projected screen. the live one was too packed. decided to pass, so we left & went for dinner at mcD. =) dinner was great with them. enjoyed it.

Sunday. really lazy and reluctant to wake up. but got up at 7.45 after all. left for church & had breakfast with my parents. after church, went for the Sunday school teacher and helper's lunch. Joel C tagged along though he isn't part of the Sunday school team because we had to leave for putrajaya later on. ate faster than normal then we left for putrajaya. got a little lost, but we found our way to the botanical garden. it was really nice & pretty & NICE. =) later, went to check out wetland. not as impressive as botanical garden. decided to have the picnic at the garden. nice place, really. rushed to sunway college for planet shakers. this time we went earlier and got quite good seats. Bought the album & spent the night with worship. It was the first outing the youth had without being accompanied by any of the older ones. (;

that was basically how i spent my weekend with the youth. too bad won't be seeing them this weekend. will be away with the prefect's at camp. I know I'll enjoy.

great friends & companions I have.

you know you're part of my everything.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

sisterly sister. =)

I heart you.
I love you.

this is to someone so special,
so wonderful,
& so much more.

ying yi!

dear yiyi, after a starfish dies, it becomes a star fruit.
=)



i was suppose to do this yesterday. xD

Friday, April 11, 2008

we're friday people..

..because that's the day we share.

今天的你给我一种不一样的感觉,开心幸福的感觉。

everything felt a little different today.

& what you said really surprised me.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

do i have thy heart?

so much can happen within 7 hours of classes. =)

to those who reads my blog, here's some tale I would like to share..well,they're just what's been happening lately..

to the cousin sister,
sorry for those hard-to-understand, confusing poems or whatever we call them.
I just like writing like that, hiding certain stuff between the lines...

// so, the youth plans to go for a picnic somewhere. will be going with sherina, joel & lai ming to check out the place this sunday after lunch. i'm hoping it would be a nice place to spend a saturday with the ggsus-ians. xD & there's planet shakers this saturday.

the form 4's had their water rocket on Tuesday. we brought adam the launcher along too..played in the rain until we were soaking..ohh, and mssd basketball season is going on in my school..so, we see lots of basketball players in school lately..saw some ex-puaychai-ians also.
so half the school field were filled with athletic people and the other half were science people.
one of my friend was drooling over a certain basketball player..xD
but let me tell you a little something, some of them were so rude. If the rules set by the organiser says 2 player per pass, then 2 player per pass not the whole team & a pass. sigh. tough time the prefect's on duty had.

classes have been great, but many of my classmates have been away from class.
Ju's cute today..because he spoke so much bm words while reciting a pantun in one day!
we just like it when he speaks bm.. (:
besides him uttering bm words during bm lesson today, hoe wei and him were playing around.
it's dangerous to sit next to ju. you never know what stuff he'll come up with.
skipped first two periods today because was settling some stuff in the b.disp with chan hoong.
in the end, was teased by some classmates of mine..

effendy had fever and look tired in the morning.
ashman went for debate today in assunta and he found 'something'.

rewind back to yesterday...
we had our class photo shoot during chem period because teacher went for some chess competition with piser and a few others. it was fun, funny & wow! haha
basically, the class was in a mess and yea, we enjoyed.

ohh and the newly installed prefect's got their blazer measured yesterday.
the tailor came and took their measurements.

*****
i don't know how to accept certain things.

i watch you walk away until i lost you in sight.
you're nice. =)

because you were here.

tomorrow is a friday.

just so you know, i remembered.
& i'll always do.

Saturday, April 5, 2008

we'll meet by the moonlight,again.

I keep recalling that sentence, it just can't get out of my mind.

the short conversation we had on that particular corridor.

I'll remember you,
I'll wait for you.

I just couldn't draw a smiley yesterday.

Friday, April 4, 2008

there was this boy..

... and his name is afiq.
(;

happy 16th birthday to you!

read on. =)

since I'm feeling bored & not in the mood to continue my homework, I decided to do that tag, the one I saw on adrissa's blog. (:

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don’t read the questions underneath
until you write the names of all 5 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first.

NO CHEATING!
1. Julian
2. Dana
3. Hoe Wei
4. Chan Hoong
5. Justine

DON’T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!

1. How did you meet 1?
secondary school. got closer to him last year; same class, sat next to him and still am.

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would you rate your friendship with 1.
seven.

3. How long have you known 4?
since October, 2006.

4. How do you know number 3?
same class. thought he was twin of # 4 when i was in form 1.

5. Where’s 5?
either at home doing her homework; reading her books. or at tuition.

6. A fact about number 1?
he's random, fun & caring. kawan baikku. (;

7. Who is 4 going out with?

he is going out with .....

8. What does 1 do for a living?
being a good son.

9. Would you live with number 3?
i don't know.

10. What do you like about number 2?

haha she's hyper.

11. Do you miss number 5?
yea, i miss you dear couzzie. where are youuu?

12. Would you make out with number 4?

-why did i put his name under number 4?-

13. What’s your opinion of number 2?
wonder woman.

14. What’s your favorite memory with number 5?
late nights during our sabah trip, whacky crazy stuff we do.

15. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
ju and dana? number 3 and i will be planning their wedding. xD it's just impossible!

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?

yea.

17. Have you ever slept at 2’s house?

nop.

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
everyday. another kawan baikku.

19. Who have you known the longest?
number 5-justine. we're cousins,we grew up together.

20. How often do you talk to 1?
he sits next to me everyday..what do you think?

21. What about 2?
she sits right in front. yes, talk to her everyday unless she's away on a wonder woman mission a.k.a ed-board work.

22. Have you ever thought of 3 as more than a friend?
yea, someone i can count on, someone i can talk to and my 'brother'.

23. Would you go out for a date with 5?

cousinly date. yea. to the bookstore.

24. Do you dream about 2?
no..i dream about someone else.

25. What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget?
so much, words can't express.

26. What have you done for 1 that the person never forget?
umm..i don't know, ask him. what arh, ju? =)

27. What’s 3 hobby?
sleeping, taking naps overtime.

28. Tag 5 people

julian. justine. i'll stop there.

he who owns her heart


why must everything happen on a friday?

Thursday, April 3, 2008

the certain someone.

elisa ** his sweet msgs made her smile.

this is what I wrote the day you made a promise to me.

You will always be my cuddly pillow.

You are the brightest shining star,
a romantic poem,
a beautiful song,
an unforgettable adventure.

I want you to know that you are special to me.
and I will never want to loose you.
I hope you know that I didn't want to let go.

I like the way you stay in silence,
it feels like there are a lot running through your mind.
I like the way you make me happy,
you always know when something is wrong.
I like it when you care,
it makes me feel like the luckiest girl on earth,
and I want you to know that I care for you too.

always and forever, you'll be my star.

this is what I wrote when you were there for the first time.

I will be waiting,
at the very same place you left.
I'm counting the steps you're taking,
until you turn back,
look at me,
smile and wave.
;)

this is what I wrote when I was left all alone.

dear you,

I know sometimes goodbye is the only way,
maybe the best way.
but I can't help but to think about the times we shared,
the joy you gave me,
the love you poured,
& the times where you light up the darkness I had.
I know I did a silly mistake,
by running away
when I knew we were happy and overjoyed to see each other.
would that happen in a glimpse just because of my mistake?

I'm sorry.

seeing you nowadays really makes me happy.
I don't know why I ran away that day.
& I regret.
knowing that you may like her,
makes me wonder more.

& I'm sure that I want it back.
you.

this is what I wrote when I was alone & you were on my mind.

the stars in the sky,
they are pretty tonight.

let's watch them together.

& everything you do feels like a fairytale.

this is what I wrote when everything felt right again.

felt loved by someone.

this is what I wrote when my heart felt it.

this pair of hands feel cold.

this is what I wrote when you were just by my side.


Wednesday, April 2, 2008

twisted knots i've done.

did you see the traces I left along the way?
they were meant to be for you.

I don't know where to start. Just to make it straight to the point, I'll be frank. =)

Why do people only notice whenever you write about something angry,sad or unsatisfied?
Why do people only care about themselves?
Why do they not notice the happiness and joy you have in you when you're happy?
Why do they only care about the dull, dark side of life?
Is the bright, happy side too common for them?
Or have they lost hope in being happy and cheerful?
Why do they always want to bring down the mood when everybody else is happy and they alone are feeling down?
Why do people tend to criticize and talk bad about someone else when they themselves aren't qualified to?
Why did that certain someone do that to me when he/she don't even know what happened?
Why do they only care about themselves and not others?
Why are you so unhappy?
Why are you trying to be nice when in reality you're actually doing something else behind people's back?
Why are they so selfish?
Why don't they see the bright side of life?
Why are you telling me something else while you don't mean it?
Why did you call me by a name I don't think I deserve to?
Why do people always jump to conclusions so easily?

to a few of you, you might think that this post has something to do with the two post before. and i would have to go through some stuff all over again. I don't want to, and I need not do any further explanation.