Give.

Thank you for coming.
That certainly made my day.
(:

Wait.

I.. I.. I just can't move along. Sometimes, I wish I could be like you. But then again, I have no idea of what you have gone through in these three hundred over days. As for me, I have moved and stopped, moved and stopped.

Somehow, deep inside, there's still that tiny spark, that little desire. To see that welcoming figure, that familiar smile, that undoubted laughter, that warm and fuzzy feeling.

If only today is the seven hundred and twenty ninth day. If only.

To let go of the stars and lie in greenery? or the other way round?

Remember.

" When you are young, everything feels like the end of the world. "

True.
But the question is, when are you considered old?
--
Stop pretending like you care,
stop pretending that all the forces of the world are against you,
stop pretending to be someone that you are not,
stop pretending to --
Just, stop pretending.

All these mess and remainders. Sigh.

Move.

Played for way too long, on the same game.
It's time to move and get to work! ;P
Plus, I feel like I'm in a daze. haha. Stared at the screen for way too long. :D
But I had fun beating other people's high scores.

The weekend's will be here soon. Can't wait for it!
See you around. xx

Listen.

My heart skipped.

And it's still skipping.

Say.

I need something to do. I feel like typing a lengthy entry, but I'll save that for later. I also feel like completing my Stats homework, but maybe later as well. So, what should I do? I'm not signed into messenger because I don't feel like it. I'm logged into Facebook, but there's nothing much there at the moment. I cleared all my emails, I'm done watching the TV programme that I have been waiting for and I think I should go do my homework. I think.
Or maybe, I should go play a game.
It's been ages since I played an online game.

Little shop of treasures, anyone? :D
I learned a lot from it though.

Blink.

The most memorable thing I did during Bio lab lesson yesterday was stare at the boiling tube for 20 minutes, with a stopwatch in hand. There it was, the 10cm long plant stuffed into the boiling tube of chlorinated water and a pinch of hydrogen carbonate powder, with direct heat shining upon it while I watch it release bubbles.
The plant must have treasured that 20 minutes since so much attention was devoted to it.
Plus, the bubbles were released rapidly that I needed to keep count while straining my eyes.
See, Mr.10 cm long plant, how much sacrifice I have done for you?

But above all, I think that the plants were trying to tell me something.
Like, say, it was too hot? or it wanted to get out from the boiling tube?

This is what I get when I haven't been sleeping well. :D

Palette.

I was just thinking about what you told me on Sunday night.
It was simply innocent.

And then I realise that you are my source of positive radiance when I run out of optimism. (:

Sketches.

I like the way my muffins are being eaten.

A little too random, but it suits my latest self. Haha. I make no sense sometimes.
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College has been interesting with a new discovery, a new joke, a new 'observation' and a new plan everyday. Also, I have mastered the art of sleeping with my eyes open and living in my very own bubble when I don't get certain things sometimes; whether it's in long, boring classes or when my friends are talking in alien language. Kidding.

I've also come to enjoy Mondays and Fridays. And have always liked Saturdays and Sundays. (:

A certain few people have also been really nice and sweet in making my days, one way or another. Just that they might not know it, and I like it that way because then, it means a lot more. :D

Essence.

special. ;D

Smile!

and we smile.
♥

our last photo taken in uniform together.

Beginning.

'Have a break, have a Kit Kat.'

I need to find a Kit Kat now.

Gone.

Please, speak for yourself.
How would you feel if you found out that someone you trust has been hiding the truth from you?
MAYBE you would be fine with it.

But, I, find it difficult to stay.

p.s. I'm not as shallow as you think I am.

Waste.

I have found pleasure in deleting old stuff; just in the mean time.
But I haven't got to deleting old messages. (:

Heroes.

To the both of you in Boys Brigade uniform,
the noise makers in our group,
the beloved brothers in our sibling hood,
the little heroes in our midst ;) ...

Tomorrow, go in there, give your best and glorify our God! May you both be filled with the wisdom of the Lord, the peace of the heart and mind and an active and fast thinking capacity throughout your battle starting from tomorrow till the end of the examinations. :D

You both have worked hard, leave the rest to the Lord okay? :)
Will keep you both in prayer.
And know that we'll always, ALWAYS support the both of you.

" Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said,
streams of living water will flow within him."
- John 7:38.

♥

Blue.

Finally a night where I can spend it all on myself, without rushing on homework and assignments or studying for a test.

I have a feeling that a good day is coming up very soon, but I just don't know when. Maybe when I decide to knock on the doors of my good ol' friends and go on a group date with them! (: I will, when I've dished out certain things on my plate.

Please wait for me.

laughter.

Today, as I was planning a little 'surprise' with my sister studying in the room together, I heard my dad laugh. It was a pleasant laughter as he was laughing at the people in the show aired on tv.
I then laughed at my dad's laughter and my sister unconsciously followed in line by laughing at me laughing to myself, when I was actually laughing because my dad was laughing.

How cool is it to laugh at each other unconsciously and then to realize that it was a laughing chain?

Laughing is contagious. (:

favourite.

When you are not feeling well, it's sentences like this that makes you feel better and then goes on to make your day.

"I have another surprise for you."

(:

unforeseen.

What could most possibly be a night of nightmares turned out to be a night of unexpected and weird dreams. A very very oddball.

To cut the short story shorter, I dreamed of two of my friends ; they were both wearing pajamas in the dream. My pajamas, to be exact. And they are both of the opposite gender.

I guess what happened in the afternoon did not give me the fear but gave me the shock.

I wonder why is it that I dreamed of those two particular people. Perhaps it is due to what has happened lately. But I certainly do not want to see them both in my pajamas.