and breathe out.

(phew!) to the power of 11011680809.
'cause no blood test is needed at the moment.

Pheeeeeeeew!


I miss you. Going to find that little precious item now. (:

standstill.

Hold back your tears. Let them out only when you're alone.

blessings.

In life, God doesn't give you the people you want, instead He gives you the people you need.
To teach you,
To hurt you,
To love you,
and to make you exactly the way you should be; according to His will.

And to walk alongside you.

twinkle.

what do you do when you don't know what to do?

the unseen seat.

The train arrived, the doors opened.
I stepped in.

I made my way to the corner and stared out of the window; not noticing the still and frail being that stood in the middle of the walkway, holding tightly to the cold metal bar for support with a stick in one hand. I saw the empty seats, but ignored them.

Soon after, I heard a voice asking "Do you want to seat?" followed by another voice "I don't mind, thank you". I turned around only to notice that the still being was a disabled as he had eyes with no vision.

I thank God for being able to see and for being able to notice the empty seats and for having the option on whether or not I would like to occupy them. But the disabled would have no choice but to stand all the way through their journey if there were no one kind enough to help them find a seat.

promise.

there's a bridge of silence that we both build just for us both when we see each other.
but we know that we'll always be there for each other.



"January 10th 2010"

fresh waffles.

Yeay!

I'm done with my work for the day.

Satisfied and happy! (:

blabber.

I hit the power button on the laptop with just one thing in mind: to get my work done. But I've been wandering around- facebook, blog, blog, more blogs, more facebook pages, pictures, more pictures and now this. :)

How awesome.

Okay, off to get.my.work.done.
Hopefully I don't detour again.

By the way, google has a really nice logo today and it says 'Pi day'. Reminds me of how much I don't really adore math. And definitely Pi. 3.142857...

-

But it will never let me go.

You know what hurts?

The fact that YOU can't see yourself pushing yourself forward in doing better, in achieving more, in performing excellently eventhough you have to. You NEED to. You know your limits, but then again you lie to yourself and believe that you can do better in something that you are totally not meant to do, but maybe now is not the time. Stop being your old self. You need to change, you need to stop thinking about other people's opinion and you definitely need to stop going with the flow and trying to make yourself believe that if other people can do it, you can too. Because you know yourself, and if you can't do it, don't force yourself to. Some things are just not meant for you. Believe in yourself, believe in what God has in store for you, believe that you are special and that there are other things that are waiting for you to achieve. Stop pretending to be someone that you are not. It's time to be yourself and it's definitely time to think for yourself. Because if you don't, who would?

Stop hiding from the truth, stop running away from your failures.

Face it, deal with it and make use of it in achieving success. You have a long way to go and you're too young to give up. Look around you, everyone can be your teachers in one way or another. But it all depends on you.

Do what is wise, do what you need to do; because this time, you can't follow your heart anymore.
Think smart and remember, cast all your worries onto God.

What's important is what you think of yourself and what God has blessed you with. Be thankful with everything you have and be grateful that you are given a last chance.

evening blues.

I'm hoping that all the swimming will get me focus on one thing - Coursework. Okay, make that two. Count Philip Arthur Larkin in too.
All these after feeling of pins and needles isn't good. I should go google it up. Maybe I'm lacking something. Should have told the doctor about it.

Off to getting my mind focus! :)

sailing by.

always here.

letter.

but the answer to every question is the same.
except that I didn't dare to tell anyone.



"who knows how to make you smile?"