let's sit by the beach & reach for the stars.

I have been slacking in blogging lately. & I've got tales to share. Bear with me, if you would.

canteen day was great.
i set my alarm at 5.15 a.m. but was reluctant to wake up. someone smsed to wake me up, thank you. (: got up, got ready & went off to school. reached there around 6. started sorting out stuff, fixed our banner & got ready to cook at 7 plus. I won't go much in detail, but I'll try to recall as much as possible. the form 3 students ate like they have never eaten before, everything were almost gone by their recess. Piser & shah had to go out to buy stock. Throughout the whole day,i think they were out at least 4 times.
the form 4 & 5 recess were much more hectic with more students filling up the canteen area. the break in between the morning session recess and the afternoon was around 2 over hours. we prefect's spent our time hanging around, eating and clearing up mess left by the students. our seniors came, khai wen, dinesan & gang. khai wen helped with the coupon booth, the same task he did last year.

p.s** thank you ghafur for the yummy tasty tub of ice-cream we seniors shared. and faiz for your 'airplane' style spoon fed of ice-cream.

Overall, I'm really happy with this year's canteen day. It was something really unexpected. Despite some unpleasant circumstances, criticism, comments & all, I am glad that we made it through and we enjoyed ourselves. And the disciplinary teacher's were very happy with us.thank you, prefect's!

To the 6 people in my stall-Sugar Surfer's, you people are amazing.
Kuhan, I didn't know you cooked. you sure are a great leader. success, Kuhan! =)
Kevin,thanks for helping whenever I needed help. carrot! xD
Melissa, the surfboard was nice. ohh and thanks for the name tag we all had.
Andy, karrrrr meng. (; you're a great person to work with.
Rabin, thank you for all the help you gave.
Akhilash, terima kasih banyak-banyak.
The 7 of us kind of went through a 'mid-canteen-day crisis'. But,it's great that with unity, everything will turn out fine. didn't it?

before i end my short synopsis of canteen day, I really want to thank the 17 other amazing-awesome seniors.
Faiz, you are just brilliant. like what june said, you know what to do under every circumstances, even when we had to come up with some crap. but your crap really made a lot of sense. I'm just glad you're kp.haha fendyyyy!

Ashman, my partner in crime. your cleanliness strategy was great. The canteen was kept clean throughout the day. Though you may confuse me at times, it's great to have a friend like you.

Prem, you are one of a kind! you always know what you are doing & always pushes the rest to work harder. best secretary in the world. =)

Chan hoong. (: you are just you. I wonder how you handle your task so well. thank you, treasurer & my friend!

Mimi, "mimi, buka blok." "mimi, panggil masuk baris." you are just so sweet and nice.

Atikah sani. haha atikah atikah. you're so smart. and i see you've lately discovered the fun side of hosting weekly assemblies.

Piser. xD another quiet-smart-fierce looking senior.

Wing yan, i miss 3G. & the times we spend in class chatting away with atiqah, athirah, shah and farid. you're just so hardworking. the only place to find you is the bilik disiplin, your hideout. =)

Fifi, ketua keselamatan dan kebersihan. you and mimi memang kawan baik. and you selalu buat saya ketawa. xD

Karrern. though you may be away often, but we know the heart that you have for us. thank you for sorting out all the birthday presents, birthday cards and other kebajikan stuff.

Khairil, my singing friend. you use to be always singing away in class last year, but you've changed so much lately. your dwelling place- tangga AB.

June. so much to share..... really happy to have you around.

Ghafur. ghafurku! (; you always make me feel happy. garfield?

Shah, kawan dari lama-lama dahulu. you memang baik!

Shaz the interact president. =) the name of your sandwich stall was really catchy and cool. another gigih-ians.

Laveen, another one from gigih. xD cute little friend? I don't know.

last but not least,
Richard Yow Cheong Jun.
Sorry you missed out on canteen day, but we really missed you. You are always so hyped up and smiling away. ohh, and I still do remember your number. 016-....... :]

& there's me.

...

I NEVER should have trusted SOME people anymore.
seriously, what is wrong with you?
in it but you're back stabbing us.
that's oh-very nice of you.
thank you whoever-you-are.

don't think I'm stupid,
even it's a joke,
it's not nice to do so.

step out of this place,let's have a race.

so much have happened & thank God i survive two events which were a hand full.
there's another one tomorrow, canteen day. =)

.Sunday.
stayed in church from morning till night with the company of the youth.
had Easter event at night. it was good.
& that day was also Eric's birthday.
20th birthday night spent with us, playing drums for worship.
thank you. (;

.Monday.
i actually set my alarm at 5.15 the night before.
was too tired, couldn't peel myself off my comfortable bed.
manage to get off the bed at 5.45 & got ready for school.
today the prefect's had our installation for the new prefect's.
I guess everything went well, except for some stuff that should not be brought up anymore.
the prefect's had some workshop in the hall, so we didn't go for any classes.
faiz, june, chan hoong, piser, prem, khairil, atikah & I went to the prefect's room for some 'planning' & stuff. we joined the rest after recess and I think most of them enjoyed.
came home and slept through the evening.
at night, talk to someone for a while.
I laughed myself to sleep, whatever that someone said was too funny & unexpected.

.Tuesday.
today! hahaha Some unexpected things happened. :]
had Interact, we had amazing race today.

Tomorrow is the day,
where all prefect's turn cooks & chefs.

our blue uniform turn white.

all i have is to hope that tomorrow will be a success.

p.s* wake me up tomorrow morning,ok?

is it alright to call you mine?

turn off the radio, listen to me.
could we just get out of this chaotic scene for a while?
get a ride or just walk down the street,
where ever our hearts lead,
there we will meet.

I read nicky's blog yesterday. =) you should go read it, especially the post titled 'just imagine..'. It's nice, I like the last part where it goes...

imagine..

then decide.=)

p.s* great having someone who writes similarly.

I had 2 dreams yesterday night which i clearly remember. Both mean a lot to me, but i do not know whether it'll be a dream come true.

I find a meaning behind the first dream I had. it all started with school, uniform & friends. It was like a normal school day, but the next minute, i find myself on an ark, just like the one in Evan almighty or the one i pictured after learning about Noah & the ark during my Sunday school years. There were lots of people on the ark & there were also animals. I saw many familiar faces on the ark & there was this restaurant where we all gather to eat. weird, but yea. it's a dream,isn't it? The next thing i saw was that I was on the upper deck looking over the ocean. someone came close to me & I shared a biscuit with him. Btw, that him is one of my friend. we were both wearing school uniforms. I don't know why, but it felt really safe being on the ark with someone close to you.

wonder what's the meaning I find behind my dream?
ask me. (;

The second dream i had was very unexpected. I don't feel like elaborating. I shall just keep it to myself, a dream to myself. =)

flip the pages, i want to know the ending.

today...

I told someone something.
I missed youth. :(
I walked around aimlessly in school.
I am having headache.
I felt hurt because someone did something.
I laughed along with some two people.
I talked to Rachel for a while.
I miss my mum.
I received an apology.
I called someone.
I hugged my sister.
I read blogs.
I am still thinking about all the work load I have.
I talked to people.
I realize something, I don't know whether it's co-incidence or just weird.
I learned more about HIV, human immunodeficiency virus.
I haven't done my homework.
I found out some really interesting stuff.
I scribbled something on my book and gave it to someone.

&

I found out rahimi is moving!

rahimi! why do you have to leave? your beloved friend will be so heart broken. =)
I won't be able to see you and your partner keeping a distance of 25 steps away from each other when I'm around. :( sigh.
goodbye.

***
happy 17th birthday, dear class monitor!
1 year wiser, 1 year happier & 1 year greater.
may you have a great 17th year.

the hideout that we shared.

It's nice spending some time with the best friend.
just sitting around & being there for each other.
reading a book & talking about it.
laughing away as one of us came up with something funny.
looking for each other when the presence of the other couldn't be felt.
sharing our worries, fears & happiness.
always asking & caring when either of us felt down,
watching out for each other.
trying to make each other happy,
thinking of ways to solve each other's problems.
helping each other with work,
sharing the burdens we have.

going to our secret hideout just to be with the best friend. (:

it was nice having you around, dear friend.

you & me,
the both of us.

each other.

bared hands

this pair of hands feel cold.

all i needed was to sit down & catch my breath,
it was good being in solitude after going through so much;
letting the world go by at it's own pace,
waiting for the right time to get up & say
"goodbye."

slow down on your pace

unexpected illusions that i see, take them away; where art thee?

I have been experiencing a lot of unexpected these few days.
I don't know what's happening in my life.
maybe it's having a change, a very drastic one.

"Lord, give me the strength, the courage & the heart to face everything you have in store for me.
Help me to do according to your will. and may your angels always watch over me. Amen"

-Rachel went to NS in Terengganu today-

Today is the second day of classes after the semester break. It's catching up pretty well despite being lazy during the break. It was also photography day one. all ed board members were busy, running back and forth, getting people, calling teachers & assisting the photographer. the usual gang, dana, hoe wei & julian were all part of ed board. so, I was left with the prefects. =) how lonely, no julian's randomness, hoe wei's laughter & dana's craziness. I hope for a better tomorrow, hopefully one of them will be in class. anyway, physics was free period. physics teacher who is also teacher in charge of our school mag was out with all the ed board people. so, karrern, prem and I headed to the prefect's room to check on stuff. (; met faiz and thomas. add maths was boring. I was a lone ranger doing her add maths homework.

next was moral. haha I bet Julian & hoe wei was happy that they got to skip moral class. discussed about moral paper and teacher said not many did well, she wanted us to believe in ourself and believe in her that we will get good grades for moral in SPM. okay. =)

Recess! Some threesome was drawing some picture that some two prefect's did not want to leave class early for recess. guess who?
Julian & shaz was busy clicking away on the camera while we were eating. :]
ashman went for debate in sri aman, faiz was busy, so I had to take care. went to prefect's room to get uniform and blazer for karrern. prem, ch & piser appeared not long after. didn't want to let them in. (: then, went rounding. have been exerting lots of pressure on my over exerted knee cap. hopefully the pain will reside. I don't want to go back to the chiropractor again, though he was nice. not like certain doctor's who give you nightmares.

the lessons after recess were all free periods.went out of class around 11+ for prefect's photo. was happy to see ashman & the debate gang there earlier than expected.& they won against sri aman. had prefect's photograph taken. haha funny. don't know what to expect. the candid was not very candid-ish. but,it was not bad i guess. no weird photos this year. xD
stayed back in school till 3 something. sat around with ghafur, andy, rahimi, sharul, melissa, kevin, chun yik, kuhan, rachel, karrern, maha & lots more. some of them were playing chess on hamid's laptop. chess is catur NOT dada, rahimi!
it was pouring heavily that the school drains were all full and flooded. the walkway & corridors were also flooded with water. it was freezing cold but it was fun. =)

elouse. jhoel. juju. dayna.

-would you wait even if i walked slowly, tailing behind?

i like your name.

I said : haha she likes you.
he said : we're just friends.

then he smiled.

& my heart just went smiling.


kawan baikku. (;
comelnya dia.
kamu akan sentiasa menjadi kawan baikku yang comel.

did we just miss a day?

.pillow fight. spot the sister. =)

all the nights spent together.

***
last official day of school holiday.
last day of the semester break.

& all i did today was add math and cutting stars.
52 stars!
my finger was so pain that i can barely wiggle them.

-more fun things awaits when school reopens.-

teedoubleyouohh weeks.
(;

sweet little flowers by the steps.

guess what i had for dinner tonight?

one bite of cake: reminds me of J,the cousin. =)

some ice-cream: reminds me of someone. youknowwhoyouare.

& guess what i'm going to have now?

FISHBALL!

xD hahahaha i feel evil tonight.

it reminds me of my dear class monitor. (:

off i am to eat the fishballs.

p.s** fishball can bounce! *yummy*

-fairytale,
it's up to you to figure it out all by yourself.

remove the seeds from the kiwi.

today is a Wednesday.
which is also spm results day,
not that i was supposed to take my results,
but to think of it,
in one years time,
I'll be in the shoes of my seniors.

went to school in the morning to help out with the spm results. met up with the seniors & catch up a little. when the results were out, some were screaming, some were crying, some were laughing, some were just cool about it & the rest were just asking around. =)

i can't actually imagine myself going back to school next year to take my spm results. i think I'll freak out. and to see some of the seniors scoring straight A's, it really makes me want to have the same results. I have to start studying harder now!!

to those who did well, congratz!
to those who aren't really satisfied with your results,
don't worry, you did your best & God has his own plans for you all.

sigh. i miss some people.
(;

faithfulness

I was lazy to blog about church congress yesterday night,
thought about not blogging about it too.
but, since there are more than one who expected me to blog about it, i shall. xD

so,we had our church's first congress in seremban from the 8th-10th of march.
met up with old friends, made new ones
and spent time with the current ones from the same branch.
most of the time, i was sticking to yiyi and joel. =)
& there was aaron and his cousin, david during telematch time.

was in the same room as esther,yiyi and one of the church's member's maid.
but, since esther only stayed for the first night and her mum had an empty bed in her room,
she went over to her mum's room.
and joel had to leave on sunday because he will be having his piano exam on monday.

theme for this year's camp : be fruitful & multiply.

and we were divided into 9 teams according to the fruit of the spirit,
mine was faithfulness. purple colour. (;

saturday- 8th of march
woke up early to get ready. left house at around 11, drop by the bank in puchong. headed to church to drop my sister off because the boy's brigade were to take a bus to seremban, so had to meet at church at 11.45. hang around with joel g. saw all the brigadier's. then,waved goodbye to them. and we headed to seremban, dad drove. met up with some chinese church people & went to have lunch. after lunch, made our way to the hotel. nice place. =)
saw yiyi, took my name tag and went to the room.
after that, went to the ballroom for our church's vision casting and some programme's.
and since one of our goal is to establish 7 centers while we only have 5 now,
we had a little session .each center is to send a team of 8 people to set up a set of domino's which is linked to the set of domino's from other center's. & senior pastor was to drop the first piece. and another team to create a cheer for our own center. the last team was to draw a picture of our church's vision. puchong one was reaching out to the community. then, we had the domino's thing and held hands as we prayed as a church. dinner was not bad. praise & worship was good. the message was great! the speaker is very very good & funny. =) later, joel c,joshua,joel g,chee kean came over to our room to cut stars. xD props for easter event. ended up talking about election, watching the results and cutting stars. 3 in 1. (:

sunday-9th of march
sunday service. woke up at 6.30 then went down at 8 for breakfast. morning's worship was by puchong people. joel goh played keyboard, joshua on guitar, wzcent on bass i think and meng on guitar. uncle chris led worship for english & aaron for chinese. then,service. after that, workshop session. there were all together 9 workshop's. I went for the one by rev.ron chong titled
"what every christian ought to know what every non-christian wants to know".
it was good. =)
then, it was lunch time. *yummy*
next up was adoi! it's like our own cbc idol. xD
& the performances was not bad i guess. we had to vote.
later it was recreation and hobbies. we had all together 4 to choose from.
i went for telematch because i offered to replace my dad as a facilitator.
dinner. prize giving. praise and worship. message # 3.
tonight's message was funny & really good.
prize giving- i got this small yellow tupperware
as a gift of taking part in an art competition held in church months back.
at night, talk to someone for a while. (:

monday-10th of march
yesterday.
breakfast was heavy. the last worship session & last message for the camp.
then,we had group photo.
it was hard getting over 600 people to fit into the picture.
during testimony and sharing time,
me and yiyi left to pack our stuff.
and after lunch, people started leaving.
i think we were the third last to leave. my parents were talking with their friends.
& what was i doing? i don't know. =)

throughout the camp:
- i like the speaker.
- i got myself a keychain, my mum got me a chain.
- i brought my dolphin. joel g attempted to kill it, joel c said it was cute. both with the same name but totally different mind sets.
- i made new friends.
- i saw joanne! my babyhood friend, as we call it. =)
- i dream of him. youknowwhoyouare.
- i fell sick.
- i was disturbed by someone during a very touching testimony. sigh.
- i found out something.

& i guess that's about it.

because you are you.

made a friend.
rekindled a spark.
felt loved by someone.

& there was a dream,
a dream all about you.

all the stars in the sky.

it has been a hectic week,with all the results pouring in. =(

monday- i forgot what i did.

tuesday- stayed back after school for some activities.

wednesday- went to monash for the one life revolution event. the entire thing was amazing, life touching, great and just very very nice. then,came back to school and stayed back with prem, faiz, wing yan, kevin, haris, ghafur, melvin, ashman, chan hoong & banyak-banyak lagi. we were stamping the coupons, cutting and talking. =) had great time with them. it actually started off with me,prem and chan hoong. then,the rest started joining us. thank you people!

thursday-yesterday. had rehearsal with the soon-to-be prefect's. went for canteen day meeting. left meeting with ashman,chan hoong,wing yan and headed to bilik disiplin to continue our work. then, prem and kevin joined us. the craziness, hyper-ness, stupidness started rushing in. & i found out some really nice things. xD sweet things, as prem said. so much joy and fun! people came and they left. then,left and went to giant with mummy. she had a meeting there. walked around giant in my uniform alone until 7 something.came home and the rest is history. (:

to you,
sorry for making you worried. i promise i won't anymore. ;)

to the one who i named carrot,
hahahaha xD i don't know what to say. anyway, thanks for telling me. let's just keep it between the few of us, ok?

to prem,
broccoli. so sweet right,what he did? >.<

to ashman,
yes, you are ashman. =) remember to bring my keys.

to wing yan,
thanks for being there & singing that song.

I'm going to miss all of them. 10 days of holidays! ):

ice cream? <3

& then we'll be like a fairytale.

the stars in the sky,
they are pretty tonight.

let's watch them together.

& everything you do feels like a fairytale.

& turn around.

29th february 2008.

(:

another friday.