it hit me hard.

why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why whyw whyw yw why why why whyw wh yw why wh y wyhy whyw hwy why whyw hywh wh y why why why why why whyw why why why why why why why why why why wh y why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why whyw h yhwy why why whyw why why whyw h y why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why w hy why why why why why why why why why why why why why whyw h why why why why why why wh why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why w hywhy why whyw hyw why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why whywh why why

it's just that bad.