Monday, October 29, 2007

ask and you shall be answered. :)

these are several questions asked by justine.

justine, since you asked..i'll answer. =)


What is your favourite hobby?

i enjoy writing. i best describe myself through my writing. i also like collecting glass bottles. oh,and dreaming. and and and taking airplanes. :) too many hobbies though. but,writing is on top of my list.

Why do you like vegetables and fruits?

like you, i was brought up in a family that eats fruits and veges. but, I've come to actually enjoying and loving them few years back. i dunno. i don't have a reason for that. sorry.

If you could change your name, what would it be?

i love my name. if u still want one,it'll be elyssa. xp

Describe the term elisa-ish.

elisa-ish. it's indescribable.

What do you think of your cousin sister?

owh. my cousin sister? u mean justine? that girl arh.. she only loves books. super duper smart. hates food that i like. gives good advice. loves fried stuff and nasi lemak tambah banyak banyak sambal dan curry. and lots more. i can't reveal much about her here. *whispers: I'll get killed, you know!*

Why are you a girl?

hmm.. ask God. he knows. :)


there you go..anymore questions?

aku perlu!

stuff that aku perlu.

1. get coloured paper and craft materials.
2. get presents.
3. go to the bookshop. either to get books or archie's.
4. pack my stuff.
5. be a whole new person.

so tie me a white ribbon

there i was.
staring out the window.
hoping to see double rainbows again.
but i didn't.

why did everything became worst when i decided to let go of everything and let tomorrow take care of itself?

you.
i told myself I'm leaving you.
deleting you from my past and my heart.
but i couldn't.
memories of you seem to always appear everywhere even in my dreams.
& the heart.

how could i let go of everything now?

tie me a ribbon and make me happy.

make it a pretty one.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

me? poet. i kinda agree.

You Should Be A Poet

You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.

bread and butter.

today is monday.
went to KDU for a 'fine dining' workshop.
we were brought around the whole campus for a little tour.
were allowed to use the library for a while.
i found a book about creative writing.
i opened the book and was amazed at what i was reading.
it was a peom that sounded totally like the way i write poems and the way i express myself in words.


me me me :)


elisa** bread and butter please.

my fairytale.

you waved, smiled and said hi.
:)

you&me.

我们俩只是擦身而过。

Friday, October 26, 2007

friday normal's

it wasn't raining today. in the bus,the radio station was playing avril's 'when you're gone'. for the first time..i actually listen not hear to the lyrics. and it kinda is true to me. exactly what i am feeling right now.

school. had normal prefect's assembly. did what i had to do. run around the school to make sure everything was alright and finish up my errands.went back to class.add maths.it was kinda fun.haha then mod maths.nothing to say.just sat around and talk to hoewei and dana. chemistry! experiments. =) recess. stayed in chem lab for some discussion with teacher,ashman and some new probationers. then it was bm. wee~ we didn't do any studies. sat around and talk with hoewei, dana and shaz. then it was time to go back.

it was just a typical Friday!

pictures of us. :)

our smile may be an evil one. that's why he's scared.
lemme see.. 3 gays and a boy.
e.d.e.n. drowning away in our own thoughts. *owh,and kk's hand*
20 reasons why i like you.
*it's not true*

love & like

In front of the person you love, your
heart beats faster .

But in front of the person you like,
you get happy.

In front of the person you love,
winter seems like spring .

But in front of the person you like,
winter is just beautiful winter.

if you look into the eyes of the one
you love, you blush .

But if you look into the eyes of the
one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you
can't say everything on your mind .

But in front of the person you like,
you can.

In front of the person you love, you
tend to get shy.

But in front of the person you like,
you can show your own self.

you can't look straight into the eyes
of the one you love.

But you can always smile into the eyes
of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you
cry with them.

But when the one you like is crying,
you end up comforting.

T he feeling of love starts from the
eye.

But the feeling of like starts from
the ear.


elisa** this is kinda true to me.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

xD

hear this song. it's nice.

when i go down by relient K.

elisa ** thx juju!

schoool

wednesday.
got informed about the workshops that will be held in KDU next monday and wednesday. supposedly 30 prefects are to go for public speaking on monday and 40 for leadership & team building. since we only have 38 of us..all will be going for leadership & team building while 8 ppl would be cut out from the list for the public speaking course.
anyway, got informed today that 10 people are required to go for dining etiquettes course instead of public speaking. weee~ it sounds interesting! can't wait for it.

it was raining again today. class was normal like usual. moral then english then EST then bio then sejarah then add maths. moral-pretty boring.but,we got back our results. english-teacher won't be around throughout the week,so its free period.spent the time getting surat kebenaran and name list for the workshop with ashman. then EST-got our results.happy with it.discuss the paper.the bell rang. RECESS! =) later,bio.- went to class a lil' late.teacher started going through the paper.this terms bio paper is tough. only 12 people pass bio out of 33 in my class. thank God i pass! hehe XD then,walk back to class with hoe wei. sejarah period- teacher came in with his newspaper only. p.s** when teacher comes in with his papers,he'll read them and gets very deep into it.** we were free to do anything we wanted. played truth or dare with chan hoong,piser and kok khong. after two rounds of truth,i was dared to do several stuff which i rejected. so,i ended up doing something simpler. evil people they are! oh well,i'm used to it already. but,they are getting more and more evil day by day. add maths! it was ok. like usual add maths class. then we are free to go home!
spent most of my time in class with hoe wei, chan hoong, piser and kok khong. dana had netball competition. julian was absent.

that was mostly what happened in school.

elisa** dear friend.. hoe wei! xD

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

sweet and interesting.

check this out..

http://www.deviantart.com/

the art is cool.

^^ (:

today was just fine.
happy happy happy :)
oooo..happy 17th birthday to rach!
happy sweet 16th to louise!

had lots of flashbacks about some sweet memories. <3


elisa ** memories. either too sweet or too bitter to forget them.


Monday, October 22, 2007

221007

first day of school. :)
got back to my normal routine.
school was okayy and normal.
thought we had to stay back for extra class.so i stayed until 1.45.in the end,teacher let us out early. *sigh* had a little talk with laveen. hahaha XD

o.O finally, justine has a blog! XD
another place for us to communicate and read about each other besides friendster and my trip to her 'palace' once in a while.
yeay! hehehehe too happy.

anyway, today is sherina's birthday.
happy 17th birthday to you!

i wanna eat the sushi's and tuna and all the other jap food i had yesterday.
so delicious! =)

i can't wait for all the trips!
i can't wait for christmas!


a lil' note to someone:
i'm sorry i tried to avoid you today. i was afraid to face you after what happened 4 days ago. but I'm happy we're both okay.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

=)

thank you "yeye" a.k.a kalven for the present.
haha [xp]
that's very nice of you to give something so special and extraordinary.


elisa**xtraspecial. lalala~

polka dots.

the title is just random.it has nothing to do with what I'm gonna write.

tomorrow is school! yeay! =)

sunday. october 21st 2007. 1 day to sherina's birthday. 2 days to rach's and louise's birthday.
today. went to church. later later, went for japanese buffet at kogetsu in saujana. the food was so awesome! ate until so full. the surroundings plus the environment plus the atmosphere was nice and very very countryside like. there was a pond and a lil' black jeti. ooo...so fairytale-ish. :)
back to the food. there was sushi..lots and lots of sushi.and raw fish.that was sooo yummy! raw tuna and salmon..aaah! so delicious. and umm..other jap food like tempura,miso soup,soba....and green tea ice-cream.and and and California roll! all of us ate until so full.

youth.most of our bodies are aching now.most of us got flu also.
**joel, i hope you don't fall sick!
they celebrated sherina's birthday today.too bad i wasn't there. :(
and and sherina got this little cute present from her friend. the present itself is already soo cute plus the card..makes it cuter. the card is a pop-up card. =)
jan sen and richard came back too. XD

myself. (:
someone once told me that after a long break from our normal routine like going to school and stuff.. we will have to be more confident and get ready to face the world again. so,tomorrow is the time for us to face the chaos of our normal life again! i guess i'm ready. i'm not sure. anyway,i think i had a great holiday.i really did holiday. enjoyed a lot although stayed in my 'nest' most of the time.

i had a dream again last night. he was in the dream too. but it wasn't a sweet dream.


elisa**fairytale-ish!

Saturday, October 20, 2007

thank you. (:

came back not long from ice-skating with the youth..there were about 18 of us.i think.
i fell,i got up,i hold on and i had fun. :)
and i kinda sprained my arm.
then we had mcD. yummy!

**thank you to those who helped me throughout the whole time.
**thank you chee meng kor kor for helping me and teaching me. =)
**thank you jian and eu mun for helping me get up when i fell .
**thank you joel c. for being there and helping me. :)

>.<
sherina, happy 2 days earlier birthday!
rachel, happy 3 days earlier birthday!

:) (: :) (:

i'm feeling happy! i don't know why. maybe its because of the dream last night.

:)


why must he always appear in my dream?

Friday, October 19, 2007

foot steps

I'm leaving you. i hope i don't come back. good bye.


elisa** i know i'll come back.

the heart that has been stepped on

you.
have stepped on my heart many times.
leaving many bruises and wounds.
you have also gave me much happiness. happiness that couldn't last long. but i tried really hard to make them last. we shared much happy moments together though you do not know how i feel. you might have even forgotten the times we spent together. after a long time, I've thought of giving up.but there's a little part of my heart who wants me to persevere on. and so,I'm always encourage by this little part of me. i thought maybe you would realize it one day.but now i have strong doubts about it. you know,I'm trying so hard to hide everything but people say it's too obvious and it's too late for me to hide. but seems like the only blur person on earth is you. maybe you do know something and you are trying to avoid me. how could you do this to me? I'm not a robot,I'm also a human and i have feelings too. i know i am confusing you but i am also confused by you. very confused.

did you know that I've even gotten your birthday present and Christmas present way before your birthday and Christmas? but,I'm just too afraid to give you.afraid to get the cold shoulder and ignorance,afraid to get hurt. so,your presents are still with me hidden in my so called 'secret place'. maybe i should just donate them to some unfortunate kids.

you know,i really really wanna always be there for you and be part of your life. i tried but you ignored me. it hurts a lot. why do you have to do this to me? am i that ugly and stupid and unwelcome and not nice? what hurt me the most is... both me and her(some other girl who maybe likes you too) did the same thing for you,and you gave me the cold shoulder but treat her warmly. how do you think i felt? sad and broken hearted. but can i tell you? no,i can't.
you would probably ignore me and think I'm crazy or whatever.
seriously,i want to give up so hard.

over a thousand days, day in day out. i only can see you from a distance but not go and talk to you. every time i talk to you,i would have to initiate the conversation. not you. and when she's there,you talk to her. but you keep giving me the hint that there's still hope for me. if you really want me out of your life,stop giving me hope. let the heart break and continue moving on. remember i said i wanted to tell you something? but i didn't. then u asked,and i still didn't dare confess everything. sometimes i regret not doing it and sometimes i don't regret. maybe we're better off like that. not too close and not too far. but,we're definitely drawing apart.

crossroads.i'm lost.

the title says it.I'm lost.L.O.S.T.

i have a great life. well,not very ideal.but,still quite satisfying.at least to some people. i have a big family including my extended family. and i have friends. i lead a happy life with little little things that satisfies the heart and bring happiness.

though I'm pretty contented with my life,it is normal for a 16 year old kid like me to have dilemmas. like friends,guys,parents and studies. for me,it is more on the friends. my parents are understanding. my studies are okay i guess. trying hard to improve on them. guys? so far there's one. it's been quite some time and more than a hand full of people know about it. i won't deny.so,yes,i still like him. and so..most of the times..it is my friends that makes me upset and take away the colors of my life. but they don't realize that.

i was quite a reserve kid.seldom share much with my friends.but now,i think i open up more to them. in return,they take it and go against me. i know I'm a little more sensitive than any other ordinary kid.and i
observe things quietly. i may seem to be too busy with other things,but i still do spend time and think. i listen quietly and i keep a lot of things to myself.

anyway,i don't think i can express accurately how i feel but i will try my very best.

i have friends who would listen to what i say but they would forget them very quickly. maybe you guys don't realize this,but i am most of the time left out.i don't really have friends who would go through
hell with me.they often leave me behind though i seem to be very close with them. thank god i have my sister.
to the people i used to trust,i no longer have that 100% trust in you.what's left is just maybe 20%. i told you everything and i trusted u so much..and what did u do? u told everyone.

luckily i still do have a hand full of friends whom i can trust.okayy,maybe more than that. 2 hands full of friends.=)


i have this paired key chain that says 'always friends'. any idea who should i give it to?


elisa** i wanna go somewhere where nobody knows my name and start all over again.


191007

what is wrong with me?
i can't seem to express what i wanna say.
aaah!
i need someone who i can trust fully and i can share everything with.



to:___________ (pleasefillthisinforme)

girl,16 years old is looking for someone whom she can share everything with and she can trust fully.
qualification: nice. preferably same age(16). won't start rumors. can keep secrets. good listener.
understanding. don't have to give good advice. always there for a friend in need.

from: yours truly.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

181007

make 30 sentences with the word 'I'.

i enjoy writing.
i am not good in math. (and I'm trying hard)
i don't have a blood brother.
i think i prefer writing sad stuff.
i am more blessed than those poor kids in Africa.
i want to travel around the world.
i regret not doing something last year.
i sleep with a bolster, 2 pillows and a comforter.
i have a cousin who is 18 days younger than me.
i collect cute cards and envelopes.
i know I'm short.
i write my diary whenever i feel like it.
i love airports and hate hospitals.
i don't know what i want to study after high school.
i wanted to be a writer and or a journalists.
i love the beach and the waves.
i am confused now. (don't ask why.)
i know there are rumors going on about me.
i thank God for everything i have.
i like photography.
i dream almost every night and i always remember what i dream.
i am sentimental.
i believe in miracle.
i don't fancy or go crazy over chocolate.
i only like kit-kat. XD
i enjoy being around friends.
i also like being alone at times.
i read story books with a hope that they'll end happily.
i am a September kid.
i enjoy my dreams.

that took me quite sometime. haha XD
anyway,i guess you guys are wondering why i highlighted one of the statement stated above. -
'i know there are rumors going on about me.'

you can just ignore the following 2 paragraphs.

i had a dream last night.and it involved the rumor going around about me.in the dream,my friends left me(I'm not going to say who they are).so i was alone.i was sitting down alone in class.none of my close friends were there,but there were still a few of my classmate.well,it didn't really happen in my current school but it happened in my ex-school.if u guys know me very well,my ex-school contributed much to all the sweet memories i have now. anyway,i was much of the girl everybody hated in my dream. someone started the rumor but i didn't knew who and i couldn't care less. but the rumor was getting very very big.almost the whole school knew about it.
then, one of my friend came and talk to me.he told me who started the rumor.and guess who was behind it? it was one of my prefect senior. (note that it was just a DREAM)
i couldn't believe what i heard until i saw him/her (whichever you guys prefer). him/her was staring at me with a bunch of his/her friends.then they were laughing and ejek-ing me.
on the bright side..it taught me a lesson.

friends like that are not worth it.forget them and start making new ones!

i will start putting aside whatever rumor i hear about myself and take it easy. well,it's just part of life. and to those who started the rumors (you know who you are), i'm not that nice.
=)

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

:(

slept at 4.45 am last night. couldn't sleep the whole night. thinking about a stupid dream that will never come true. well,it sort of came true.but only it was in a dream.not real.so its more like a dream in a dream.then,sat up and wrote some stuff in my little note book.woke up at 9 something.*sigh* i want to sleep longer! my hand phone rang.and guess what i did? i accidentally off it. *sorry,ashman*

umm...sis won't be at home till evening. so,I'll have the whole room to myself. yeay!


fluffy pillows warm comforter half boiled eggs colorful buttons little notes glass bottles stripes lemonade dolphins pictures bubbles waves + breeze double rainbows

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

one more step ..

"Oh 1 sand, How many thousand times you've try to tell him your heart, but you just stop by the step" - by yeye -

i know u'll never get to read this. but i think it's better that u don't read everything that i write. anyway,you will never ever know who you are.

the distance between you and me seems so near,
yet so far.
a few steps won't do it.
why are we like that?
we used to be close.
real close.
you and me.
but now?
what happened between us?
there's always a silent gap between us.
maybe we're secretly communicating,
but neither you or me realize it.

i went a long distance,
gathering up my courage,
wanting to tell you.
just one more step will do it.
then i suddenly drew away,
drew further from you.

now i wonder..
what would happen if i spill everything that day?

while u were gone,
when i drew apart..
someone was there for me.
he made me happy..
cheering me up from time to time...
and he almost took my heart.
but i kept it tight.
real tight.
waiting for the one i wanted.
waiting for you.
but you never showed up.
you are just like an illusion.
not real and confusing.
maybe i should just let go.

heart breaker

why do you have to be a heart breaker?

over a thousand days..my feelings for you never changed.
i tried to tell you how i felt. but i couldn't. though a year back,u asked once..i wanted to tell you but i was reluctant to do so. i wanted u so badly in my life but i was afraid to get hurt. I've always seen a smile on your face.that smile always made my day although we seldom communicate.

i know I'm confusing you.so are you.i do not know how you feel about me. occasionally,you give me hope. sometimes you act like nothing happened. sometimes you are like a stranger to me. I know we seldom tell each other stuff,but is it so hard to talk to me?

Day in day out..I think about you.wondering what are you doing. hoping you are happy and always smiling. worrying about your safety. Now i wonder, why am i doing this? you don't even care for me,you don't even know anything. maybe you do know and you are trying to avoid,trying to run away from me.

I'm trying so hard now. even other people can see that.except for you. people keep thinking that I'm a very happy person.and don't get me wrong,I am and I wanna continue being happy.
why do you have to be a heart breaker? my heart breaker? I know I'm being too sensitive but you do not know a thing. not even a single thing. why did I spend few weeks cracking my head trying to think what to give you? spending my time all on you? you won't know and you will never know. people keep telling me you are not worth everything i do for you, but i know one day you will notice it and appreciate everything that i did. everyone asked me "so,did he wish you on your birthday?". and all i answered was "i doubt he even knows my birthday". why is everyone else so lucky? having their sixteenth birthday happily? and how did i pass my sixteenth birthday? tears in the heart and a smile on the face.

sweet sixteenth? haha bitter and painful sixteenth. thank God for someone else. at least that person was more caring.

i tried to ignore you but i just can't.

you are a heart breaker!

Monday, October 15, 2007

hmmm..



WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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You scored as Visual&PerformingArts

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It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.
Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Visual&PerformingArts


100%

English/Journalism/Comm


88%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage


63%

Education/Counseling


56%

HR/BusinessManagement


56%

Psychology/Sociology


38%

Religion/Theology


38%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing


38%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology


25%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts


19%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health


19%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy


13%

Mathematics/Statistics


13%

Physics/Engineering/Computer


13%

:)

isn't it nice? the birthday card i made.
my note book full of poems and random thoughts. touch it and u die.
me family. can't see clearly though.
have u seen me with my specs? XD

Sunday, October 14, 2007

9.07 p.m

I'm gonna go write now. this will take some time. check back soon!

I'll still be writing poems.

Weeee~ writing! here i come...


:) i miss him.

white roses. sweet!

Your Love is Represented by a White Rose

While you may or may not be totally naive, you do approach love with an eternal innocence.
You love like you've never been hurt. And you put all your faith in your partner.
Your philosophy on love is: be honest and be yourself.

the walk

Do you remember the day that we were walking together?

I did. and I hope you do.

you asked me to go ahead
leaving you behind. alone.
but I didn't
I didn't want to leave you
and I wanted to walk with you
just the both of us
so I told you that I would be bored without you
and so
we walked together
then we ran
we even crossed the road
we climbed up a little hill
you were walking a little bit faster
so I asked you to stop
and you did
We played and talked and laughed
just like little kids.

how I wish the time would stop
so that we could walk together forever..


** twinkling wishes: when can we walk together again?

oh..inspiration.

I feel like writing.
but i can't.
where's my inspiration?

oh..inspiration.
where are you?
come on..don't hide.

I need you so I can write.
write and write.
I'm feeling so empty.
I need to write to be filled.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

131007

fadhli.rachel.jo'anne.sasa.elisa.
rachel.fadhli.june.wingyew.wingyan.faiz.kevin.sasa.mira.
form 4 prefects '07.
i love them.
pkp (L) and pkp (P). ashman and elisa.
kp faiz and me. owh..june's at the back. XD
piser (back). chan hoong.laveen.me. friends forever!
they are being hardworking. well,they are always like that. =)
there's a story following this picture.

*dana gets up from her seat.walks to the side of the class and sits down on an empty place*
elisa: hoe wei, what happened?
hoe wei: i don't know.
elisa: hmm.. *takes out camera and snap*
hoe wei: dana emo.
elisa and hoe wei: *sigh*


people in my life.

me.sherina.gab.yiyi.
the two amazing people who brought me into this world.
me.evelyn.rachel.vivien.lai ming at the back.
they accept me for who I am.

julian and me.

random-ing.

I <3 her.
XD is chun mun flying?
school taekwondo team-before performance.
chunmun.vinod.kuhan.suren.daniel.siddiq.aliff. [at least i know their names. haha ]
he's shy. :p
bio project.
prefect's hi-tea. spot me in the BIG happy family.

l-r:bibi.yiyi.sherina.tony-the speaker.me.esther.joel.
the bird house at grandparents house. where are the birds? :(

status: decided

I've decided that I'll just write and write until the very end.
I've decided to be true to myself no matter what happens.
I've decided to let go of the past.
I've decided to start again.all from the beginning.
I've decided that I'll study hard from now onwards.
I've decided that I'll tell you the truth.
I've decided to tell you how I feel. I don't want to waste another year like I did last year.
I've decided to be happy with who am I and what I have.
I've decided to appreciate our friendship.
I've decided that I'll always be by your side.



**elisa: no regrets.be happy.smile. :)

Friday, October 12, 2007

where's my shell?

feeling so rejected.
where's my shell?
i need my shell so i can just hide in it.

i feel like just hiding myself under the comforter.

unspeakable thoughts

i remember the day when we were still playing hide-and-seek.
we were both young and immature.
u hide and i seeked.
i know we had fun that day.
now, a few years had passed.
we are all grown up, going our own ways.
i seldom see you.
but i know u'll always be in my heart.
i couldn't remember the day i fell for you.
i just knew all of a sudden u became very important to me.
there are words i can't seem to just tell u.
to tell u ur important to me.
to tell u that u have the biggest place in my heart.
to tell u that i'll always be there for u no matter what happens.
and to tell u ...
ur holding the key to my heart.
i tried to say..
but i couldn't.
u asked me..
i should have told u.
now i regret.

snap shots of e.d.e.n.

supposed to be buying things for the rocket.ended up playing around. XD
shadows. guess who? hoe wei.me.julian.
what's he doing? haha XD

hoe wei and dana working hard. XD julian was sleeping.(i think i have the pic somewhere,i'll post it up later) and me. what was i doing? aah! taking photos for the folio.
this is eden's logo. isn't it nice?
eden logo-before editing.
in the process of building the launcher
haha XD transporting the launcher from hoe wei's house to dana's house. see the black plastic bag? we used it to cover the launcher. owh,we passed by a few policemen on our way and luckily they didn't suspect anything.
we worked from morning till night. for a week plus.

colours.

Colours

Colour, without us realizing it, can have a profound effect on how we feel both mentally and physically .Here are some emotional associations that humans tend to have with certain colours.

Blue represents peace, tranquility, calm, stability, harmony, unity, trust, truth, confidence, conservatism, security, cleanliness, order, loyalty, sky, water, cold, technology, and depression.
Blue can "slow the pulse rate, lower body temperature, and reduce appetite." Blue is considered a business colour because it reflects reliability.
In China, blue is associated with immortality.
In Colombia, blue is associated with soap.
For Hindus blue is the colour of Krishna.
For the Jews, blue symbolizes holiness.
In the Middle East blue is a protective colour.
Blue is often considered to be the safest global colour.

Black is the absence of light and therefore, of colour.
It represents power, sexuality, sophistication, formality, elegance, wealth, mystery, fear, evil, anonymity, unhappiness, depth, style, evil, sadness, remorse, anger, underground, good technical colour, mourning and death.
In speech we say "Don't let a black cat cross your path", "Black Market" or "Black Monday".

Green, one of most-often cited favorite colours. It represents nature, environment, health, good luck, renewal, youth, vigor, spring, generosity, fertility, jealousy, inexperience, envy, misfortune.
"Its cool quality soothes, calms, and has great healing powers." It is often worn in operating rooms by surgeons.
In China, green hats mean a man's wife is cheating on him; it is not a good colour for packaging.
In France studies have indicated green is not a good colour choice for packaging either.
In India green is the colour of Islam.
In Ireland green has religious significance (Catholic).
In some tropical countries green is associated with danger.

Orange is a combination of yellow and red. Orange is considered a warm colour like red, but to a lesser extent; orange expresses energy. It has luminous qualities and has been used for attention-getting purposes, such as on caution signs.
Orange brings up memories of fall leaves, pumpkins and Halloween. It symbolizes balance, warmth, enthusiasm, vibrancies, flamboyancy, and is demanding of attention.
In Ireland orange has religious significance (Protestant).

Purple represents royalty, spirituality, nobility, ceremony, mystery, transformation, wisdom, enlightenment, cruelty, arrogance, and mourning. Purple is considered an exotic colour.
Purple dye was made from the mucous gland of a snail. It required thousands of snails to yield 1 gram of dye causing it to be a color only nobles could afford. Today purple is a trendy colour targeting creative types.

Red is the colour that we pay the most attention to. It is the warmest and most energetic colour in the spectrum.
We associate red with love, valentines, danger, desire, speed, strength, violence, anger, emergency exit signs, stop signs and blood.
Red can evoke a fight-or-flight response, raise blood pressure and make the heart beat faster.
Red would not be the colour of choice for psychiatric wards, prisons or a hospital.
In China red symbolizes celebration and luck, used in many cultural ceremonies that range from funerals to weddings.
In India red is the colour of purity (used in wedding outfits).

White is what we see when all colours come together in perfect balance.
It represents reverence, purity, simplicity, cleanliness, peace, humility, precision, innocence, youth, birth, winter, snow, good, sterility, and marriage.
We use white in figures of speech like "pure as the driven snow" or "a white lie." We associate white with the good guy in old western movies. In Japan, white carnations signify death.
In eastern cultures white symbolizes coldness and sterility.

Yellow represents joy, happiness, optimism, idealism, imagination, hope, sunshine, summer, gold, philosophy, dishonesty, cowardice, betrayal, jealousy, covetousness, deceit, illness, hazard, spirituality and inspiration.
The yellow rose is a symbol of friendship, less passionate or threatening than red ones.

In Asia, yellow is sacred, and imperial.


* i did this for my first term oral*

balalala tralalala

"The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore"

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching us fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
Still I don't know why
No I don't know why

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

121007 =)

three weeks of exams are finally over. phew! no more burning the midnight oil and waking up early to study. I bet I'll be half dead when my results are back. anyway..speaking of holidays..I have a whole long list of things to do,but I dun seem to have the heart to do it. and since exams are over..lagi malas!

what i need to do
1.finish up justine's books so i can return to her.
2.clean up my messed up room. (all my books are piling up next to my bed, thx to the exams)
3.figure out presents for certain ppl. (this is fun!)
4.clear out old stuff that seems to be collecting dust.
5.rearrange my books.
6.get everything out of the 2 huge boxes. 1 in the living room another in the store room.

i think that's about it. there's more but i forgot.

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Birthday thoughts.


today is sunday.
today is the 7th of october.

and today is aaron's birthday.

he's 17 today. =)

anyway..

happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to aaron..
happy birthday to you.

haha XD

since i've never sang u a bday song..i decided to just sing here.
may GOD bless you always.

**the card may seem small..but it's full of blessings and wishes.

Saturday, October 6, 2007

sat-ur-day. sat-my-day.

me and joel. joelisa. XD

good night.
saturday.

supposed to memorize and study literature today. but i didn't.
guess what i did?
i finished 'the confessions of a not it girl'. the book is sooooooooo nice. [thank u justine] after reading it,i feel like jumping into the book and be that not it girl. after that..just hang around the house and fell asleep. zzzzzzzzzzZZZ. haha then sat down and watch telly with my dad.

at night. continue doing the card i started in the morning but fail to finish cuz i don't know why.i really love that card. i dunno whether I'll give it to the person i made it for. XD i'll post a picture of that card another time.

anyway..that was it.

Friday, October 5, 2007

4J and our teachers.
julian.ashman.kok khong(at the back).elisa.hoe wei.
E.D.E.N. + Richard
E.D.E.N. =)

family # 2.