so tie me a white ribbon

there i was.
staring out the window.
hoping to see double rainbows again.
but i didn't.

why did everything became worst when i decided to let go of everything and let tomorrow take care of itself?

you.
i told myself I'm leaving you.
deleting you from my past and my heart.
but i couldn't.
memories of you seem to always appear everywhere even in my dreams.
& the heart.

how could i let go of everything now?

tie me a ribbon and make me happy.

make it a pretty one.