yesterday's.

haha XD i get to quote myself.

Elisa Tan Lee Yan, a 16-year-old student, told the newspaper that girls would not be able to withstand the caning.

"If you want to punish us, make us wash the toilets instead. That's already punishment in itself," she said. - International Herald Tribune.

or

Elisa Tan Lee Yan, 16, said girls could not take caning as they are softer than guys.

“If you want to punish us, make us wash the toilets instead. That’s already punishment in itself,” she said. -The Star newspaper.

To those who prefer caning over washing toilets,I'm sorry. and if the government decides to instill caning for girls in the school discipline system, too bad. =) On the other hand,if they make us wash the toilets ,tell them you prefer caning,will you? thank you.

and she'll wait.

elisa is waiting.
"I'll wait for you by the beach with a clover leaf in my palm until you come around."

it's okay if you don't get that. i know I'm mysterious and I'm liking it.

november 27th
yesterday,yesterday,yesterday.
ohh.. i cut my hair. and i look more like my cousin sister.
note to cousin sister: let's wear our blue stripes, black pants and black shoes together.
went for camp meeting at night. came back, talk to chan hoong and doze off.

november 28th
i woke up pretty early today compared to the other days where I'll only drag myself away from bed around 10 something, latest 12. felt funny today,mainly because my head felt lighter. then,spent the whole morning till late afternoon playing games with my sis. half way through the games,dana sms-ed saying "wah..elisa,you want me to cuci tandas for you ah? XD" if you don't get this,check out today's star paper pg 10 of nation or just N10. then mum called. got ready. left for OU. went mph and walked around by myself. got a book. got a dolphin chain. there you go justine,you can say I'm obsessed with dolphins. =)

and now I'm back, sitting here blogging,chatting and thinking about what is going to happen tomorrow.

stitch up! is on friday. it's my youth "sleepover-cum-camp".

"would you come around?"

and she said..

fill my glass bottles with your love letters.
be my waiting lighthouse.
a bouquet of white and purple roses with a few stalks of babies breath would be nice.
let's watch sunrise at dawn, sunset at evening and stars at night by the beach.
would you walk down the road with me?
be with me when i experienced my first snow fall.

"i want you by my side when i get to swim with dolphins."

untitled.

i have to warn you.
this is a post you wouldn't want to read.
so,please please stop reading.
but if you want to, go ahead!
no one is going to stop you.

to the one who is getting on my nerves,

you might not know who you are. but,who cares? I've always thought that you are one nice person.well,maybe you are. but,I've never thought you'll be indirectly bad at the same time. maybe you think you are doing me a big big favor, but you know what? you are NOT doing me a favor. you're just treating me like a piece of junk. When you need me,you'll be nice and all;when you don't need me,you just chuck me aside, pretending I'm invisible or just someone useless. Who do you think you are?
First,you give me a task. telling me everything i need to do. Fine,I've done my part. and i offered to help because i really want to help and i know i can help. Then,now,you are just throwing me to the other corner of the world. Ignoring me? oh,that's very nice of you.

I just want to tell you something even though you might not get to read this.
You can do whatever you want,I don't care. You're in-charge and if anything goes wrong,don't blame it on us. I offered help,you didn't care. So,I'll just sit back and watch. Just pray that everything planned will go on well. and please stop being a wiseacre.

every living person has a mr.hyde in them.

i couldn't stop...

smiling.
by myself.

i received a message from a friend yesterday. the message said 'elisa.. i got one good news for u.-u wanna noe? he he...' at that point in time,of course i wanted to know. XD then another message from the same friend came 'but..i think better give u a surprise!..he he..u really want to know now?' yes,yes,yes..i want to know. well,i love surprises but this time..I'd rather know it before it really happened. and i was hoping it would have something to do with him.

and then..my message alert rang. it said 'he's joining us.' I'm not going to explain further,but it really made my day.

i couldn't stop smiling for the next few hours. =)
then later,i kind of regret knowing it earlier. but on the other hand,if it was really a surprise and i saw him 'there' on that day,i would have keep on smiling or even laughing and he would think I'm crazy.

if you get what this means.

thursday with friends.

so..after a few weeks of planning. we finally went for our pizza lunch.
it was movie at 12.20. then lunch at pizza hut at 3. moral teacher who is also our school's NIE coordinator came and join us when we were just about to finish.well,we practically finished. xD
those who came were dana, chun yik, pradeep, julian, hoe wei, amir, teri, man kit, sya, chai theng, sasa and me. and juju's imaginary girlfriend. xDD

stop.

can i just stop everything now?
and rewind?

i want to go back to last year's Christmas day.

because it's fashion.

watch out! next big fashion designers.
we were trying to get the background full of photographers and the media.
but as you can see,we failed!

fashion...fashion..fashion.
I have seen,heard and said the word above more than i needed to.
except than I've not smell,taste or feel it.

anyhow, i went for kl six gala night last night (17/11/07) which was held at kl convention center. It was amazing. Now i know the feeling of watching fashion shows live.The event attended was a special highlight of m-ifw(Malaysia international fashion week). There were artists, socialites, VIPs, designers and big big people whom i don't even know. Thank God my dear cousin was there with me. Though we were among the youngest of the young ones,we had tons of fun,didn't we? Trying to be great people,admiring the fashion,talking about adult-ish stuff and laughing our heads off to some random topics. and taking photos. Though I've to admit there were a few outfits which i really like.

Both me and jian were given trade tags,which gives us access to every part of the event,even getting lots of free haagen dazs. [trade tags wei, coolnya.]If only there were extra time in hand,we would have gone backstage. Aaah! I regret. Because of the tags,we were allowed to enter the runway area earlier,so we *snap *snap*,*chat* *chat* and *giggle* *giggle*.

Then it all began. The music was blasting out from the speakers,hurting my eardrums. The lights were cool but made my eyes blurry and tired. The models were pretty and portrayed the outstanding outfits really well. Some of the outfits were really really really nice. Then the six designers came out. *clap* *clap* souvenir presented. *snap**snap*Photo taken. Everybody leaves the area,some heading for home,some to after party and some back at the cocktail area. Me and Jian sat around and took more photos. =) then went for more sprite and coke. xD
Then she went back home, leaving me behind. I was kinda bored,so guess where i went? hahaha

lepas tu,blablabla..the rest was history. had dinner at some coffee house in some hotel at 12 something. then went home and slept at 2 something. I didn't dream about anything. Just slept through the whole night.

benefits of having trade tags.we get to go in earlier.

ohh..i love youu,my prince.

trade tags. anya hindmarch bag(notebook and other stuff inside).

elisa** ...and because it's fashion! fashion. f to the a to the s-h-i-o-n.
lstnlyn** i love sceneries. bring me somewhere where we can just sit and watch mother nature.

(:

happy birthday mummy!

thank you for everything throughout this 16 years.
thanx for being a great,wonderful mother.

we love you.

the journey ends here.or has it just started? for me.

the f4 journey ended yesterday.
with pictures,secrets,laughter and last words.
eden had our usual eden talk,
with lots of extra juicy questions being asked about each other.

yesterday was great.
last night was just too surprising,
which i can't put it into words.

do not ask what happened,
for you do not want to know.
and i would not want to share.

maybe a new journey has just started for me.
i do not know.
so don't be surprise with whatever i do.
for no one would know the reason behind everything.

thank you for all the sweet and sad memories you all had given to me.
let's meet again next year,
and create greater,sweeter,prettier and more wonderful memories together.

i escaped to dreamland and i'm enjoying it.

xD

i escaped to dreamland and I'm enjoying it.
maybe.
well, yes i am. i think.

i had a dream this afternoon while taking a nap.
it was very fairytale-ish.
half of me is hoping that it would not happen.
or maybe hoping that it would happen.
another half of me is totally clueless.

dreams..makes me wonder.

:)

and let's wear the same t and smile for a picture.

so make me your friend forever.

it's nice having you as part of my life.
you are not an ordinary friend,
but a very special one in your own way.

thank you dear friend.
you have always been there for me.
cheering me up from time to time.

i would never forget the times we shared.
all the juicy little dirty secrets that have been said.
and the things that we share in common.

you will always be that special friend.

she & I.

I was just 18 days old when she was born. At that moment in time,I could not open my eyes to look at her,yet to get to know her. We grew up together with us staying quite far apart. With long hair, round cute chubby face, big bright eyes and flawless skin, she was one little pretty girl. Though she is no longer little now, she will always be that little pretty cute chubby girl in my heart. I would remember everything and every moment we shared.

16 years of friendship, with laughter and tears, made us even closer. She was always there for me, faithfully listening to all of my rantings. She gave me advice, comfort and happiness. Her presence filled my loneliness at times. She often accompanied me and help me in every way possible.

Both she and I are often thought of as twins. Though we look similar on the outside, we are actually very different in the inside. Not very different, but a little different. (confused, aren't you?) We often share the similar taste, liking the same thing,same t-shirt and same shoe- there's a story behind it. Though she always spend hours and hours, I'm telling you, it's hours with a S, in the bookshop, making me bored at times, she never fails to entertain me and rescuing me out of boredom by introducing me to storybooks. *sigh* what a cousin!

She is someone special who has colored my life in different ways. We can spend hours long of chatting through msn or just sitting down and talk about anything from A-Z. you name it. We have spent lots and lots of time together doing crazy stuff from people watching to taking lots of crazy pictures.

She is a bookworm who is impatiently waiting to own a mini library and to get her driving license. She is also a very fastidious eater, dislikes pizza, fruits and vege. She loves 'nasi lemak tambah sambal banyak banyak', fried food stuff and curry.She is one person who knows how to protect herself and her family. She cares and loves them as much as they do. The first thing in her life is God. She is a very generous person, it probably came from our grandmother's genes. =) She is someone who never fails to make your day.

She is one person that I can trust and rely on.
I thank God for her in my life and i dedicate this post to her.

Who is she, you may ask?

It's for me and her to know and for you to find out.


Check this out for something similar about the girl who wants to be a princess. (:

of princesses,fairytales and happy endings.

i want to be a princess.

have my own castle, an aquarium with dolphins, a magical theme park,
a bakery for mummy,
a big kitchen and huge library for daddy,
a place full of water rides and fun for sis.

i want to have my private beach.
a room full of glass bottles.
a trunk full of love letters.
a vineyard.
lots and lots of empty land for me to just play and have fun.

and i want to be a princess with her oh so romantic prince.
and live happily ever after without the curse of an evil witch.

the holy matrimony must be perfect.
with strawberries, lemonade, carriages, snow flakes and stars.
ribbons and balloons.
with the perfect gown and the pretty ring.

and we shall both travel around the world for as long as we can.together.

and my prince and I shall love each other till the very end.

let's go for a lemonade.

let's escape to dreamland.
together, let's board a plane.
you and me, let's share an ice-cream.
let's spend a week in Disney land.
you and me.let's travel around the world.
and do everything possible together.

let us both start sending each other little notes and letters with lots of love.

::him & her::

envelopes; with a dash of love.

recommended books by me: summer island.perfect strangers.the write stuff.mixed messages.message in a bottle.the confessions of a not it girl. 'what if...' series.

books i read recently:summer island.perfect strangers.

books i want to get my hands on: 'i love bikinis' series.archie's.more and more of archie's. one more book from 'what if..' series. (i want that book to complete my collection)

books I'm going to read(hopefully!) :inside the mind of gideon rayburn.

what i want: more and more glass bottles. love letters for my blog. xp teddy bear. shoes. watch. books. coloured paper. more and more note books. colorful stuff.pictures. photos. old yellowish notes. glass bottles!! and and and dolphin chain. xp more fairytale-ish stories. more fairytale-ish happenings in my life.

places i want to visit: australia (yes,australia. though i've been there quite a number of times). hawaii. japan. venice. spain.new zealand. and all the beaches around the world.

things i want to say to certain people : okayy,this is too much. i shouldn't do it here.

colours: purple.white.orange.turquoise.



elisa** dashes of love from me to you. <3

let's add a twist of salt and pepper.

salt and pepper.
sugar rush.
spicy sizzling hot!

okayy. what am i typing? anyway..went to pavillion in kl with uncles,aunties,cousins,mummy and sister. split up with the parents after lunch. so,there was just 4 of us. we went to the bookshop..then walked around and around and around. owh wait..yea,just walked around. i won't list every detail that happened today. bookshop - couldn't find the book i wanted. justine got 2 books. pity ivan! just followed us everywhere we went. [ background music:i will follow you..follow you where ever you may be..] i got myself 3 pens for fun. xp
then then then..we went back to klang and then later came back to subang for seafood.
it was pretty tiring,but i enjoyed myself. ivan has changed so much. *giggles* oh,i can't believe my little cousin has now grown into a young guy. *haha*

elisa** we must have more of these 'cousins gatherings'. (:


ivan,i know you wanna ask me something. and justine,you know about it.. so,please please just ask me or tell me so that the question mark in my head can be resolved.


till then,
love elisa.

*snap* *snap*

vern. yan. ju.

trust me,there was something fascinating up there. (:

look through the glass and smile.

let's spell it together. e-l-i-s-a. elisa.

walking down the beach, leaving our footsteps behind.

she, her & me.

steps yet to be taken in life.

me <3 her. xp

i think i'll just upload these few for the time being. the rest of it shall be kept a mystery.

so let's board a plane together and escape.

malacca- Friday after school, Saturday and Sunday.

well,went for a short break to malacca with cousins,aunts and uncles. and mummy and sis.
had a great time with them. bought stuffs.and books. jian's favourite. =)
we ate and ate and ate. we practically ate the same thing 3 days in a row. owh,poor stomach!
went to the beach with mummy,sis and justine on sunday morning
when the rest were still indulging in dream land. snap lots and lots of pictures.
*i'll upload them later, am just too lazy to do it now.**
in short,i enjoyed myself.

elisa ** his sweet msgs made her smile.