whispers.

even if i had a ticket that allows me to trade in what i have for anything in the world,
i wouldn't trade what i have now for any other things.
for what i have is abundant.

dandelions.

Thank God for His guidance, protection & love.

So it was Hari Anugerah Cemerlang on Saturday. Reached school at around 7.15 am and saw a few of the prefect's. Not that i was getting an award, i was there to help teacher with the certificates for the top students, scholars, achievers and the souvenir for the VIP. and everything went well. hung around with the prefect's and helped teacher along with karrern. took some pictures, really stupid and funny ones. & i particularly like one. but, someone wasn't there in school that day.
later, mummy came and we stopped by hoe wei's house. then,went off to my mum's office in mont kiara. stopped by fun zone where she wanted to check things out and their cultural exposure that day. played in a children's playground with sister and i love the slide where you slide into a pool of plastic balls. it was really fun, like little toddlers all over again. (: then we went to their cultural exposure activity where there were Japanese kids and others. there was this one boy who was half British half Chinese & he looks like harry potter. they were playing games and then proceeded to this craft called 'the eye of God'. and i forgot, their cultural exposure that day was about Mexico. =) later on, we went back to mummy's office where she did her work while sis and I did word search. then, we called grandma to ask about my grandpa's condition and daddy decided to drive down to muar. so after a delicious Japanese lunch, we got back home and started packing. and off we went. I was so exhausted that i slept through the entire journey.
without turning into my grandparent's home, we went to the hospital. but then, only one person was allowed to enter. so,mummy, sis and i went around while waiting for daddy. went for dinner later on and went home for a good night's rest. but,the night didn't end that early. because white chicks was on, so we watched and i talked to someone for a while. apparently someone was watching the same show. talk about co-incidence. & that was about it.

Sunday was cell Sunday. but,i missed it. it was our youth's very first cell Sunday since being a younger youth to the actual youth.I heard they had a good time and enjoyed themselves. they even watched kungfu panda and played water balloons. :) anyway, drag myself out of bed at around 10. watched tv and dilly-dally here and there till around 5 where we decided to go visit grandpa again before we head home here in kl. as i enter the ward, i instantly felt that uncomfort. there's something about me and hospitals, we don't go well. I dislike hospitals but i like airports, except for the part where people leave for somewhere. anyway, walked to the end of the ward & there he was. on drips, looking uncomfortable while bearing the pain but didn't utter a single word of discomfort. grandpa has always been a tough man, so is grandma-she's a tough woman. even though he did not complain about anything and he wasn't able to walk because he had pneumonia, both sister & i started to cry in silence. as we left, we said a silent prayer for him. on the way home, i thought about stuff & I'm sure about something. (:

you don't know,
but I'm sure.

(: climb by me.

i don't know why i just needed to say everything i felt to someone i really trust and could lean on. maybe it's the sudden urge to drop everything off my shoulder.

where art thee,
my pillar of support and comfort,
my shelter, my listener, my consoler,
my prince?

between those actions.

today, i noticed.

i noticed that a few among the drama crew has not only changed from a certain angle, but has also been disrespectful and insincere to a few people. not only that, it's definite that those behind the masks are unwilling to leave their masks backstage, what more get rid of them? needless to say,this drama would never make it to the big screens.or maybe it would, because their real life drama's will be too interesting to forget.

do you know how it feels like to be always working with this drama team where majority of them have their own point of views and are reluctant to give in most of the times? it becomes worst when a particular one or two interfere and spoils the whole shooting after we have all decided on the best storyline & after a long draggy discussion where everyone wants to show their best to the director/producer?

I know you're confused, so am I.

to make it more understandable, I'll try my very best to put it in lay man terms. do not read on if you think you'll feel offended.
first off, we have character A. character A have been moody and quite upset lately, due to reasons i do not know. She have also been disrespectful to a certain few people.yes,character A is a girl.well, maybe she has her own reasons, but in my point of view, what's the use of showing your anger and hatred to people who are innocent? you know, you ask me for permission to do this certain thing, but before you even asked me, you were already doing it. so tell me,what's the point of asking me? you stare at people angrily as if we have stolen something precious to you. but mind you, you are the one causing everyone unhappiness. I do not know what you are up to, maybe trying to show off in front of them, one or two person in particular. & what's with the mood swings? i am actually speechless when it comes to you.

then there's character B who is a boy. you make everything sound as if it's such a big deal, even if you aren't involve in it. and many have said that when you're feeling down, you feel like the forces of the world are against you.hence, also wanting everyone to feel down,together with you. but i say, you often jump to conclusion before determining your hypothesis.

seriously, i don't know why i put such load onto my shoulders when i could just leave the drama team and as said in my previous post, leave the village & allow myself to drown in floods of happiness and love. while the rest of the drama team stay back and continue on with their drama, adding more masks to their wide collection. but i guess, it's because of another few that is also part of the team, who are innocent and i care for.

but all these, would be a bitter memory.


I'm sorry for all the theatrical terms. I just like using them.
truth be told, all that has happened and is about to happen is a drama.

those waves.

today :|
i wrote this down. it's just the post at the bottom of this, feel free to scroll down.

today, my dear friend kok khong asked me about the little whale. i refused to tell. I'm sorry.
today, ju and i went to the hall for the raptai practice & he told me something odd which he realized during one of the performances.and he stayed along until after i was done. (:
today, both the one next to me & i were busy talking during history period.
today, the four of us talked about future plans.
today, he said something which made me happy.but i don't think he knows.
today, i found out he memorized the eight lines of words. ;)
today, sherina told me she and that secret code guy has something in common. xD
today, i found one of my cactus dead. but,i still watered it.
today, moral teacher asked us to look at the tree just right outside our class.then i realized that since 5J & 5M were the only two classes on the lower ground floor and since there were only 2 trees at the little garden outside, it was like each of our class has our own tree. okay, never mind.but,it's really nice.
today, ashman told me he has all the videos, so does kevin. =)
today, i like the way you walk next to me all the way.
today, is day sixty-nine.

yesterday, i talked to someone who is like a big brother as well as a small brother to me.
yesterday, i talked to someone about stuff & I'm pretty sure about something. I can't run away from the truth,right? (:
yesterday, faiz and prem went off to be mc's of some sort of competition and i missed the chance of seeing prem in a dress. prem,we so need another next time. :]
yesterday, was nemalan's birthday.
yesterday, we learned chemistry through the disc. but,it was so slow yet understandable.
yesterday, i felt closed and secure.
yesterday, when someone jokingly said i was taken, i was asked whether i was taken by some friend of mine. and if you're wondering, I'm not!
yesterday, i was under the rain with friends. (:
yesterday, was day sixty-eight.

tomorrow, I'll be doing the bio experiment which involves drinking water & urinating. xD
tomorrow, the best friend will be doing *ahem* for cell group. can't wait! I know you'll be reading this. hehe =)
tomorrow, will be unexpected.
tomorrow, more stuff to share with the kawan baiks.
tomorrow, I'm going to tell you everything, so are you.
tomorrow, I can't wait.
tomorrow, will be day seventy.

now, my legs numb.
now, I'm missing some people.
now, I'm actually feeling all mixed up.
now, I like the way you do those little little stuff to me.
now, I'm sure day seven thousand will be part of the history. ;)
now, I'm wondering why I've so much to say today.

so tear me down.

and I'll tell you the truth.

the truth is, at this moment in time,
i don't feel like talking to anyone except for you.

because even thinking back about what just happened, i feel like screaming out loud. and i needed to make myself a cup of tea, just to cool down while my head replays all that has been recorded not too long ago. it is amazing how we tend to remember certain unhappy things and partially forget the happiness that we once had. in my case, the happiness is always there to erase the unhappiness. (: & I thank God for that.

still,what happened or better said what i heard today was very heart-breaking and it made me feel stupid. to those of you who knows what I'm referring to, you know how i felt. for the first time ever since July 30th 2007, i felt like a little kid who was easily tricked by pretty colorful candies. but the truth is, i know i knew that something was up and i played on, maybe hopefully making your little dramas into the big screens one day. and little did i know, everyone else thought i played on because i love your story line. in case you didn't know, I'm not that stupid. fine,maybe what the other characters involved in your little drama told me was a whole different story. but no matter what i hear or see, I'm not going to be influenced by you or the privileges you give me. then again, i shouldn't have played on because i didn't know your group of crew members thought of me differently when they were just maybe like you, pretending to be nice but hidden deep inside their hearts are ulterior motives and evil schemes.
I sure hope that after playing my role in your dramas, maybe you and your crew members would change for the better after also being warned, scolded and advised by both co-producers. and now,it has come to my realization that not only the whole drama team has been turning behind each other's backs, but also turning your oh-so-sweet-romantic-loving-friendship based drama that was about to hit the big screens into a not-so-sweet-i-don't-know-what-you-are-up-to-kind of drama that is bound to be rejected by the producers. and allow me to rephrase my sentence, not the whole drama team, but just the few main characters. then again, your drama has way too many main characters. I'm sorry, I'm confused as well.
maybe my perceptions were wrong about certain people. but you know what? i bet it's pretty tiring to change the masks that certain of you put on everyday to suite the different characters that you guys have to portray in the drama. so,why not remove the masks, get rid of them or just leave them backstage, so that we can all get a clear understanding of your storyline and most importantly, your true self. because at this moment in time, we need to know the real you behind that masks you have on everyday. I'm just curious, don't the few of you have lots of masks to keep? it must be troublesome.
I'm sorry if i sound sarcastic or if you think I'm about to burst a vein because I'm not. I'm as calm as i can possibly be and I'm even trying to make this interesting because well,you are also making everything as interesting, as pretty, as colorful, as attractive and as deceiving as you can so that we would all fall for it,and that your dramas would be the next hot topic in town, aren't you? Don't worry, because your dramas have already been the latest hottest most interesting issue that all the residence of our little village are talking about. so, you have your fame.and soon, you can run the town with your dramas & storyline being said and memorized by every living organism on earth and maybe even by the non-living organisms in Pluto.
to that particular few characters, all i hope for is just a sincere friendship from you. but if your motives are to replace me in the character I'm playing as, go ahead because i would gladly allow you to. and also because i don't mind stepping out of this place, allowing myself to explore the world with the one i love, drowning myself in floods of love and happy things. i might come by the old theater and visit the whole drama team anytime soon. but be ready, because i might just pay a visit anytime and i very much hope that your drama would make it into the entertainment world out there, not just our old-used-to-be-happy-and-loving-carefree village. this is also because I'm not very sure if our villagers are keen in the dramas that you have been paying so much attention to. sure,the shooting,the storyline and the process of our drama turn movie would be a first time experience to them, but they are just simple people who lives life with happiness and each other. they don't need your dramas to keep them company, all they need is each other, just as it should be.

so, before i take myself and my family to the outside world, would you please truthfully live your lives sincerely with happiness coming from little little pleasant things, and not allowing your lives being lived based on a drama? because a drama isn't real, it's just a play people put on to entertain and keep the other's company. but you and your team doesn't need to, because just as my family has and just as we hope for, your crew has each other to be each other's company, each other's friend, each other's shelter and each other's world. all you need is each other.

by the hammocks;

ee elle aye hedge doubleyou. dee ee dee elle oh eff. ee you elle bee.

ee elle tee tee eye elle. ee hedge tee. and eye.
am ee oh pea. ee hedge tee.

if you can figure out my little secret there.(:

day sixty-seven.

words by J.

i was speechless.
then i realized that it could happen & it did happen.

what,you may ask?

well,click on the latest addition under my 'magical connection' section.

(: the cousin brother has a blog.
never thought he would have one.

finally, a way to be the audience again to his jokes and traits after a very long time.
i remember those days where he would say stupid stuff just to entertain his sis, my sis and i.
aah! good old times.
& all the other acts that he could think off despite in my point of view, always being 'cool' when with his friends.
as they say, family knows you best.

and after reading through his 3 very short and sweet blog post,
i found this one sentence.
& i quote him;
"Good luck jeremy, from jeremy. Thanks jeremy, you're awesome."

so typical him. (;

thoughts by the side walk;

maybe it's just me, myself and i. maybe i wasn't that caring towards the people around me. maybe i neglected their feelings, their situations, their everything. maybe i got so caught up in that mundane routine. maybe i wasn't that aware of their actions and their behavior. maybe i was too focused on myself, my life and my happiness. maybe i didn't had the chance to express my thoughts. maybe my little actions affected them deeply. maybe those around me was too busy indulging in their own indulgence that i was starting to drift into their little happiness that i neglected those that were left out. maybe i didn't try hard enough. maybe i was scared to ask them questions. maybe i knew that i wasn't the one they would want to share their dilemmas with. maybe just maybe i was starting to like my usual routine that they weren't part of my symphony.

but i guess, i was all wrong about it.

they are the lines and notes in my symphony,that without them it wouldn't be a complete one.

I was in the middle of reading a blog of a young soul who i wouldn't say wasn't contented with his life. he had friends and families, but they seemed to have neglected his feelings.he poured out his heart, but maybe no one has ever cared strongly for all he had said and has to say.

and then it struck me;
have i ever neglected those who had paste a smile on their faces, but etched deep inside their hearts, was nothing but a deep scar?

thinking back, I'm sure i did.

now would you allow me to change my first paragraph to this;
it's just me, myself and i. i am going to be caring towards the people around me. i am not going to neglect their feelings, their situations, their everything. i don't want to be so caught up in that mundane routine. i will be aware of their actions and their behavior. i won't be too focused on myself, my life and my happiness. i will use every chance to express my thoughts. i don't want my little actions to affect them deeply,but leave a lasting impressions. maybe those around me was too busy indulging in their own indulgence that i was starting to drift into their little happiness that i neglected those that were left out; and now i would make an effort to be part of everyone in my life, making those neglected ones my loved ones as well. i will try hard enough and give my very best. maybe i was scared to ask them questions, but now I'll gather up my courage and use them wisely.maybe i knew that i wasn't the one they would want to share their dilemmas with, but instead I'll share my happiness and make them part of it,forgetting all our bitter history. maybe just maybe i was starting to like my usual routine that they weren't part of my symphony; but now they are definitely the notes & lines in my symphony.


this is dedicated to that young soul.
even if you don't have a thousand friends,
you know you still have a hand full of friends here,
always by your side,
ready to hear your every word.

& it's time for everything to change.

because the pause button is missing.

you are our star,
oh so bright in the sky.
twinkling high above,
ohh, how much we appreciate your love.

by that quiet lonely night,
when you're not by my side.
I'll turn and look up above,
and see that star,
in place of you.
but I wouldn't want this to go on.

there was a story
of 8 active, noisy & cheerful kids
who came out of their comfort zone and did wacky things to each other
only during physics period.
why, you may ask?
well, join the smiley club and explore the rest.

by those green pastures,
we'll walk hand in hand.
reminiscing those times we had,
creating more together.

only if I could hit the rewind button in life,
I could have gone back to those times;
and sit by those snippets I've gone through,
seeing how I felt and what I did,
learning from mistakes
and maybe take off in different routes the next time.

because I've drifted away from reality.

blank sheets.

by the pavement,
i am just a pedestrian.
by the big blue waves,
i am just a young soul.
by the lonely quiet night,
i am just a lonesome.
by your beating heart,
who am i?

would you lean on me?

scribbles to self;

"you guys are good friends.
they say that's how the best relationships begin."
-pg 172; some book of mine.

at first i didn't understand why he would cover almost three quarter of the photograph,
but after he did it the second time,
then i understood.
***

I didn't know you knew that much.
I better start observing & discovering.

yours faithfully.

you don't know how much you mean to me.

maybe you do.

& can i start writing you letters?

under that tree where we once sat.

all of a sudden, i just wanted to list down
some little random sayings to some really special people:

to the kawan baiks; you know too much, you'll always be kawan baiks.

to sherina; thank you for everything and being there & sharing stuff. (:
and 'taking care' of me today.hehe

to yiyi; XD sometimes, you are just too cute for me to describe,
with all your words and little actions.
but i just want to thank you for always coming up with funny stuff.

to joel c; someone who knows went to cheer me up & with all your smiles. :)
plus the teddy bear's.

to sheng jian; i really really want to thank you as well,
nice having you around & all your funny gestures. =)
plus the girl talk time we had.

to josh & joel g; so much for brother's, so different personalities.
josh: thank you for all the help and the stuff shared.
joel: monkey king. we'll go banana hunting one day & thank you for painting the words.

to rachel; another Big thanks to you for all the hassle and help you did for us.

to the rest of the youth; thank you for all your help & support through this whole period of time.
thank God for all of you and we'll share more together,okay?

to kar meng;the name i always call you by sounds more family than your english name larr. xD

to nicky; thank you for all the little little things shared with me.
& we'll share more, okay? (:

to youknowwhoyouare; i can't express everything i want to tell you.
but i know one day, somehow..I'll tell you everything.
thank you for being my pillar of support and for always being there,
even if it meant messing with me. :)
& also for taking care of me and protecting me.

maybe i should wonder off someday.

to start off,what you readers are going to read is going to be pretty unpleasant. and don't bother guessing who or what I'm talking about because i don't wish for people to know. but if you get what I'm trying to say, just keep it to yourself, would you? (:

you know sometimes how it feels when you are assigned to a job by someone and that someone asked you to fully take charge of that responsibility but later to find that that someone is always getting in your way, controlling everything, changing all your decisions & instructing you around when you were assigned by he/she to be FULLY IN CHARGE of the whole job? you know,it hurts that you asked me and another someone to be responsible for this project and later on you try and interfere in everything we do? not try to, but literally taking over indirectly. and before we even started, you said it's all up to the both of us and we are supposed to delegate tasks to the rest of the group while you'll just sit back and watch.do you remember that? it's okay if you don't, but maybe the one who was meant to sit back and watch should have been me, not you. since you wanted to take charge of it with your plans, your decisions and your way.
and when i was down with bad flu and cough, you didn't bother but told me of others whom you care for more. well, i know I'm not a loved one to you.
but it's okay now, although you have always been like that, not once, not twice but countless times. because this might be my last, and as the title says..

maybe i should wonder off someday.

you can have it your way after that. and don't worry, i won't come back looking for you. and if you are reading this, then I'm sorry but i really needed to type this out to release all that have been accumulated inside for a long time now. & then there was the present happenings, i was just doing my job quietly without disturbing you or your loved ones; but you looked at me as if i stole your entire life. I smiled, but you just looked at me angrily. I don't know why you did that and i do not wish to know. you can go on being your royal highness, i will not interfere in your royal business or your royal life. because i have mine. and maybe i don't have nice pretty stuff like you do, or a life where everyone likes and spoils you or something that you have and i don't. but i know one thing for sure, i don't need your life to have a life of my own. because I'm contented with mine now and i have my loved ones too.
I'm really serious about this because i know that if i don't confront the problem or settle this once and for all, worst things are going to happen. and i really really do not wish to go through such unnecessary difficulties. i don't know what plans you're having, what secret you're hiding but you can do all you wish to now because i might just disappear for a while.and this time, I kid you not.

because all I need is a break, a break free from all these happenings and illusions.

to that unknown place, see you soon.

of the love;

yesterday someone so nice enough,
stayed along after school and started messing with me.

I wonder how did he make me feel this way?

you; were right here.

that more than a thousand days feelings.

today, I understood.

that all of a sudden feeling was deep.

I don't know what it was,
but it definitely left something behind for me to ponder upon.

and now, I can't stop.

those letters to you.

drizzles,did you hear them?

"Stars are like friends; there's always some around, you just need to find your favorite one."

and I'm quite confident I found mine. (:

as I went through the pictures we took while in Cameron's, I couldn't help but to think about the people who went. We have been through quite a lot together, and every time when my self confidence is at it's lowest point when planning or organizing something, they were always there to assure me that everything will turn out perfectly fine. and yes, all turned out well and fine.

They have also shown love and care among each other. And at times with an extra dash of humor to spice everything up. Though at times a certain one or two may cross each other at the wrong path, nonetheless, our friendship remains and keeps going strong.

Secrets, laughter and tears we share..
they'll always be a part of me.

& this also goes to one of my kawan baik who couldn't make it with us to the highlands.
you will still be part of everything.

see you tonight, little bear. (;

smithereens.

it is 1.25 am now.

random post before i go to bed with a running nose;

i have so much to express, so much to say.yet, at times, I'm holding it back.
and later to find that deep down,somewhere inside me, what i felt was nothing but a simple illusion.

somewhere deep deep down knows that everything will be fine.
& the rainbow will be there.

stories.

okay.this will be a random, not so creative, not so interesting post. because all of a sudden, i feel like typing out stuff.you don't have to read this if you don't want to, it won't be entertaining,unless if you are really really bored.ohh,and this post will stay in one paragraph for as long as my eyes don't go blur because i'm lazy to hit the 'enter' tab.(: so,let's see.what have i got to share? today,i got up reluctantly but didn't feel like going back to sleep.came out of my room,grab False Impression that was sitting at the table next to the computer table & went back to the room.sat there and just stared into space.i know i was thinking about something,but now i don't remember.was hesitating whether to stay in the room or come out to the hall to read.then,i decided to come out again.so,i started reading.but i stopped around 4o minutes later to get lunch ready and now I'm here typing this i-don't-know-what-i-want-to-type-but-i-want-to-type-something-out piece of blog post.talk about boredom.=) I'm not exactly bored but sigh, never mind. The spell check insisted on 'never mind' to be separated as two words,so let's just let it be.My legs feeling numb,maybe it's because I'm sitting on one leg..that's why.the sister is at her friend's place so i have the whole room to myself for two nights.I had dreams,nice dreams even after watching NCIS yesterday night with all the scenes and snippets of Halloween.and I don't fancy Halloween.Joel's coming back from Redang today, he didn't join us for the Cameron's trip. Only if he went,i wonder what would happen..maybe other stories like the Monkey King would happen. //someone is coming back from east coast too tomorrow\\ this seems like a short update about people around me and I myself. (: there's pineapple on the table, makes me remember of the superstition that says if a lady wants to abort the baby in her womb,she can eat lots of pineapple and the baby will be gone just like that.I think I saw it on the Singaporean show,I'm not stupid 2. But it's just a superstition and it can't be true.Anyhow,abortions are cruel.very cruel,taking the life of innocent babies away. The world isn't a safe place anymore.They're even eating baby dolphins in japan,is it? poor dolphins,they're so cute and friendly..what have they done to deserve such punishment? all of a sudden i miss my puay chai friends & Australia. if any of you,my puay chai friends are reading this,i really miss all of you and the immature times we shared in puay chai..hehe XD and there's Australia. the food, the corso, the weather, the ferry, the scenery, the everything. but i still love here. my friends, my school, my familia, my affiliations, my this, my that & my everything. maybe besides the weather. but I really thank God that I'm here, a country free of natural disasters and freezing cold weather or blazing hot sun. Malaysia's not that bad,actually. with the people i know,the family i have, the someone i ______, the youth i share so much with, the kawan baiks, the church, the yummy food and so much more. I just realize something not too long ago. I have friends that will accompany me just to talk or say nothing at all,and we know that we've spent quality time together. :) told you this is too random and bored & lengthy. let's see if i can go any further. I think it's going to rain sooner or later, with the skies turning a shade darker. [Where are you,my dear? Shall I find you at the end of the rainbow or by the green pastures we shared? Shall i call you by name or by the name I have specially for you? Shall I bring along our promise or just keep it in my treasure box? Shall I come by now or you'll come by?] and it started pouring. but,it stopped. rain oh rain, why are you so fickle minded? my two poor little cactus by the window,so lonely and little. hehe at least they have each other. =) It's 3.27 now. 33 minutes to 4 o'clock. classes are going to resume again next monday, where the protem board gets started as well. all hopes that everything will go fine and well. except maybe for our exam results. I seriously don't know what to expect. but i'm sure that i should get started preparing for the big and final war,my dear SPM. besides,I have no idea what I want to further my studies in after I complete high school. Part of me likes journalism, another part likes languages, but mainly I don't know what I like. have to pray about it and see where God leads. I can't believe I'm going to be done with high school in less than 180 days. This is sad larr. No more high school dramas, free periods, fixed lessons with the same class and other high school like activities. sigh. and I cannot bring myself to believe that some of my puay chai friends whom I knew since very very long ago can drive now.how time flies! soon,it'll be my turn too. not too eager actually, but kind of interested. a little tiny winy bit of interest there only. okayy, i think this is too much already, not what i intended to do. off to hit the coach & continue on the mysteriously mystery book. (:

before i go,
sorry for the long-winded,bored,not interesting post.
& thank you for spending your precious time here.
see you,
elisa & her little thoughts.

somewhere deep down,
lies a little secret.

down the colour gradient.

Cameron's was great,
with the company I had.
(:

So much we shared.
the monkey king story, the cooking for breakfast, the dinner time, the drive around,
the tea plantation, the pictionary time, the mafia game, the morning devotion, the weather,
the strawberry ice, the cactus we bought, the cotton candy, the hot water turn cold water,
the secrets, the laughter, the fun, the food, the pictures and so much more.

& most of all,
the girl talk session with s.jian throughout the whole night.
imagine 3 girls and a guy girl-talking from 1-7 a.m and we didn't sleep.
;)
thank you all of you who made it a memorable one.
I miss it & the memories and pictures I'll treasure.

a long way there.

8 things I'm passionate about:
1.finishing False Impression.
2.someone somewhere.
3.doing the two dolls.
4.playing the gu zhen.
5.get new Archie's.
6.printing out some precious photos.
7.that dream come true.
8.you & I. (:

8 things I say or do too often:
[say]
1.really?
2.I don't know.
3.yea.
4.haha
5.serious?
6.hello.
7. hehehe
8.[saying while dragging a person's name, example elisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!]

[do]
1.sleep
2.talk to someone.
3.dream.
4.blog.
5.send messages.
6.listen to songs.
7.play with words.

8 things I've read recently:
1.Tuesdays with Morrie.
2.Archie's.
3.False Impression.
4.The newspaper.
5.All the sms's I receive.
6.Bible.
7.msn chat box. xD
8.All blogs linked at my blog.

8 songs I could listen over and over again:
1.Always be my baby.
2.Everything-Lifehouse.
3.Way back into love-Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett.
4.Free-Planet Shakers.
5.From the inside out-Hillsongs United.
6.We are the reason-Avalon.
7.Refuge.
8.The Reason. (;

8 things I learned last year:
-Either too much or too little to list down. =)

8 people to tag:
-I tag Archie Andrews, Veronica Lodge, Betty Cooper, Jughead Jones & Reggie Mantle. ohh and Dilton Doiley.